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I have MSN Conversations with my friend that invlove 'him' in there.
I read fan-fiction every night just hoping that it was me.
I curse his fiance to anyone who's bothered to listen.
I sit in bed and to every song on my ipod that I listen to, I find some way to relate it to him.
I paint crosses over my eyes.
I wear red eyeshadow.
I wear the same clothes as him.
I like the same music as him.
I say the same things as him.
I celebrated his birthday at school, balloons and all.
I draw his tattoos on myself in pen.
I write his name on most of my posessions.
The words, "Trust Me." are officially owned by me at school.
Anyone who bags him out at school cops it.
I write fan fiction about him myself.
I have to see every video, article, photo anything about him.
Obsession?
Pretty much. This would be my love for Frank Iero.
I loved your one on Gerard Way, and you made me smile when you said that it was over exaggerated.
I loved it.