FicWad: fresh-picked original and fan fiction

hey E
I love mcr so much because I lost my grandma in november of 2005 and my grandad in april 2006-while he was on vacation. I've loved mcr the whole way but we encourage more people to listen. I started to acknolage mcr more around november when my grandma died and i found out that gerard's grandma died in november too and the song helena was for her. I thought wow i wish i had a song for my grandma like that and i'm in the process of writing a memorial album for them the ghost of you is the song for my grandad and me-the song is about the fear of losing someone-which i have many a time-i've lost...5 or 6 grandparents and a best friend-if you wanna know message e and i'll put it on "i make a point"-and for my grandad because he was in ww2 and used to sit for hours and just tell me all of these amazing and heart wrenching stories about the war. I miss them so much and i'm going through severe depression and denial-i didn't cry at their funerals-i won't cry in front of everyone except my best friend-emily and i was before too i've gotten alot better though now that i've listened to mcr and relized that there are other people (such as gee and mikey) going through the same things i am and it helped me through it.
THANK YOU MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE-YOU SAVED MY LIFE!!!

ps and i'm sorry for you and for aimme-my school suck too and emily is my best and only friend.you move to jr high and it's like i used to be friends with these people now it's all about popularity-lol gee quote but it's true
anyway i have to sleep now good night
cecilia

MCR is a one of a kind band. I really only have one friend Aimee. Besides my internet friends wink My school is a freakin' shark tank. They make fun of you no matter what. I'm going thru' the same thing right now again but I have to remember that "I won't go down by myself, but I go down with my friends" He, he. As long as I have my friends nothing can bring me down.