I'm so fucking sorry! I'm sad the only thing I can do is give you a virtual hug! Wish I could be there for you in real! Sounds like your brother was a good person! :)
But he's not gone! He lives on in your heart! I love the idea of a guardian angel, someone who always will be looking out for you! Keep the good memories alive! Though I don't know you or you brother, he'll be proud of you!
Awww thank you so much ! xxx :') xx