fucking hell. just fucking fucking hell. i can't even...fuck me, god.
i don't know why im taking this so personal. its not like i met the girl, but the few times we spoke, she was just probably the coolest person ive ever fucking had the chance to talk to. me and my girl had every intention of driving to see her in berkely when she arrived over here.
i don't understand why im so emotional. fuck, yeah i do. im emotional because the world has lost a very very lovely person who i would like to think of as having been a friend of mine.
im gonna just go calm down now. this is a lot.
thank you for being a good friend and letting us know. we really appreciate it.