This is so saddening and beautiful. Every word is tainted with some sort of emotion: pain, anger, love, melancholy; it's as if you paint a picture of your scenery, then you add on a transparent, glossy coat of emotion, then lace the edges with great vocabulary and punctuation, and you finish.
It's just beautiful. You're a truly amazing writer.
Be proud, this is one of the most stimulating reviews I have probably ever written. :')