This is really good.
I wish I could say more but the tears running down my face constrict my though process.
:'( I wish I knew how to make you feel better, but I just don't I know too much about how bad life can get. Everyday I used to imagine what it'd be like to jump out my bedroom window. I was too scared of the outcome though. I've got autism as you may or may not know. I was bullied a lot in my secondary school. In year 8 I just couldn't face going there anymore. My parents tried to look for an autism friendly school. We did, but because it's not in my borough, my council would have to pay for it. We had to put up with a two year fight to get in there. We won in the end, but I spent 2 years of doing absolutely nothing except from crying and dreaming of death. I was also diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. I have to take medication because of it. But the thing is is that I'm okay now. It does get better. I know how hard it is. I put a blade to my wrist, but I felt to cowardly to push down. All I know, is that it will get better for you too, and I will be there with you every step of the way! :') xx