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I.Fucking.Hate.You...this, yes THIS made me (im still not over it) cry my eyes out...It hurts (i'm going to vent probably..sorry) knowing that i'm already in high-school, my favorite bands are going to die (this is what got me the worst....they're the people who treat me like i'm their friend..like they care if i dis tommorow or something....), just knowing I'm not going to live up to my parents expectations (they don't support music carrers(sp?) )....Just knowing that when I was growing up my peers, my parents, my wholefamily (like cousins and such) were disapointed in me....knowing that my cousins and aunts, grandparents and such think I'm a spoiled brat who's not going to go anywhere in her life....THIS, that you wrote shoved that all in my face; which is a goodthing (except making me fucking cry)..it shows me I can't be fucking around anymore and get somewhere in life besides dreaming of being in a lifesaving band