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You can't do this to me. I don't. I'm not even fucking kidding right now, I talked to her when she first came to this goddamn site and she told me my shitty stories inspired her to start her own. I didn't even know how to react, so I hid. I was scared that after she would have talked to me that her little bit of inspiration wasn't all that. I was a coward.

I can't breathe cos I don't know how to even begin. Your words caught me up in tangles of my own and I just - I can't even describe how fast this broke me down.

It's too soon. Still. I want to thank you for writing this. You're an amazing poet, I would go on but I can't right now. I'm too fucked up right now. Maybe another day.

-S

P.S. - I've heard many good things about you from Azure. He didn't lie.

I'm sorry. I just...I don't really know how to react. I've never...this thing hasn't happened and I wanted so badly to do something. But, I can't do anything...I wish I could've known her.

I didn't mean for it to be broken...I just was wishing badly for her to see it and read it.

Maybe I'm still hoping. Maybe she hasn't swallowed the pills yet and she's sitting in bed staring up...if she is, I just want her to know I care.

If you would like me to take it down, I don't mind. You don't need to tell me that. Honestly, thank you but I can understand where your mind is. I don't know if I've been in such a mental fuck as of right now. I can't respond to you like I normally would and I know you get it.

I'm sure you weren't a coward.

Maybe she's still out there, waiting for someone to lead her back.

I hope.