I barely know you, and it is a huge shame that we lost MCR; like bloody hell I miss them, I miss all the bands that have been lost along the way.
But it's better to pick yourself up, and find a way to get over it.
I understand writing poetry could help, but it brings back the pain, trust me I've been there all too much.
Either way, stay strong Sadie, I know you're stronger than the pain