I understand where you're coming from, I actually really liked you. And I don't care you didn't like my stuff or ships or what not but you seemed like a great person (even though we never spoke much) but the point is you WILL be missed. I don't write on this site anymore for a similar reason like yours. But I still read some stuff on here.
I have to admit though some people on here are very insensitive with what they say about other people and their work. And yes I hate the majority of people on here too. It was only you, Hozzie, Penina and AJ that I really like, and they were the only reason I kept coming to this site. But best of luck to you wherever you end up, hope you meet better people on there than the immature fucks on here :)