After three rounds of Guitar Hero I was declared the loser. Gerard was not that good I hear, but me against him, I have to admit, was no contest. I didn't even know how to play guitar, maybe one day I'd ask Frank or Ray to teach me how.
"It's not fair," I moaned, setting the mini-guitar down, "I don't even know how to play guitar. It's not fair. You cheated."
He rolled his eyes, "What could we have played World of Warcraft, you'd say I was cheating too."
"You know what, you're so annoying! You knew I don't play guitar that's why you challenged me coz you knew you'd win. Dammit Way, you are such a cheater!" I exclaimed, well it was true wasn't it?
Again he rolled his eyes. "Get over it, you still have to do your consequence."
I blinked, "Excuse me?"
"Hello, consequence? The thing that losers do?"
"I don't remember agreeing that there's a consequence for the one who loses. I bet if you were the one who lost you wouldn't accept whatever consequence I'd give you!"
"Every game has consequences, Blue. Even in the game of life," he said.
"Life is not a game!" I protested.
"You know what I'm not gonna stand here and debate with you if life is a game or not, just do what I will tell you OK?"
"You expect me to listen to you? Fuck yourself! You didn't tell me the one who wins will give the other a consequence!"
"Come on, that's rule number one in games, you should know that!"
"First you cheat, next you say I get a consequence, what are you gonna do next tell the world I lost in a game of Guitar Hero by playing with you?"
"I can't believe you, you're making petty things go big again!"
"I am always the one you blame for every single thing that is your fault," I snapped. "In fact you always find someone else to blame for your own mistakes. Well I've got news for you buddy, I'm not gonna let you step on me anymore!"
"Step on you?"
"Yeah not just because you're some rock star and I'm only a make-up artist you have the right to step on me or other people," I said.
He frowned, "I am not some star. I do what I do and you do what you do. I'm not stepping on you or anyone else, you're the one who always blames things on me."
"That's because it is your fault, who starts every fight we have?" I shot back.
"Well I've got news for you, you started it now!"
"You were still the source, I fought you because you cheated!"
"God, you are impossible!"
"You're the worst," I snapped.
"I'm outta here," he said starting to walk towards the bus door, "I can't deal with the wrath of a double loser like yourself."
"Yeah that's better, go fuck yourself you triple loser!" I shot back.
"I wasn't the one who lost in a game and lost again for not wanting to do the consequence," he said.
I was so mad, "Well bring on your fucking consequence Way!" I wasn't going to let him think I was some loser, that I was weak or scared enough to not do anything he can do as well. Damn pride.
He turned around and smiled, "OK." He walked towards me and suddenly I was scared, what was he going to do? I took a step back but I hit the side of my bunk. He stood in front of me, piercing my eyes with his. And then to my ultimate surprise, he leaned in and crashed his lips down on mine.
For a sec I didn't know what to do, maybe it was another vision, but as soon as I felt his tongue on my lips fire ran throughout my body and I knew it was reality. I parted my lips, letting him in. He found my tongue and tangled it with his, he was doing wonderful things inside my mouth and I couldn't help but hold on to his nape. It was as if it was so natural, my body was automatically responding to his.
In a game there's always a consequence, but never something this good. If consequences were like this, well I wouldn't bother losing, sometimes when you're a loser you still end up as the winner. Damn what he was doing was pleasurable and hot, and I felt like I would die in a good way just by receiving kisses from him. God I didn't know how or why this was happening but I liked it, and I hated myself for liking it.
For some reason we fell to his bunk, not breaking the kiss. Damn it I was feeling so good. I was seeing sparks, I didn't know where they came from but I didn't care, maybe it was my imagination but who cares, at least what was happening was real.
But it was unbelievable, I was kissing Gerard, the beast I hated the most. I thought I hated him? Why was I doing this? But he was the one who claimed my lips, I only kissed back. It was almost impossible that it was happening, maybe I was some kind of psychic and every vision I have would happen. If that was the case I should definitely have visions like the last one more often.
His hands roamed around my body, and well if I must confess the whole time he was touching me my body was a bit shaky. I wrapped my arms around his neck, we were still not breaking the kiss, it was getting more and more intense. As I felt his skin on mine I thought my heart would burst, I wanted to feel him, all of him.
When he pulled away I thought I would cry, it all happened so fast and I didn't want it to end yet. I met his eyes and he looked like he was confused with what he had just done. We just looked into each other's eyes for a second, then before I knew it his lips were covering mine again.
All of a sudden my phone started ringing and vibrating against my hip, I tried to reach down and get it but only to close it, but then he grabbed my hand he pulled his lips away from mine a bit. "No don't answer it," he said into my mouth then kissed me again, I didn't touch my phone anymore.
But then after a few moments my phone started ringing again. I had no intentions of answering it, but then Gerard suddenly stopped kissing me. He moved backwards and stared at me for a moment, I couldn't read the expression on his face.
"Fuck just answer that," he said angrily then stood up and walked out of the bus.
Now it was my turn to get mad, my face flamed up, he kisses me then just suddenly walks out? Gosh he is such an asshole! I shouldn't have let him kiss me! I shouldn't have kissed him back, dammit what was I thinking! Argh!
I hit my head hard, it was as if reality had just hit me. I hated him, he hated me. We shouldn't have shared a moment like that! God…what has happened to me? I just got carried away didn't I? But wait. I looked at my hands, they were still shaking. My whole body was still shaking, it was as if I wasn't contented, it was as if I wanted more and I knew I did.
What was happening to me? This was crazy! I couldn't like Gerard. It was so…so…I dunno, dreamlike maybe? Impossible. Maybe I'm crazy. Maybe I'm becoming psychotic. God I should consult a psychologist. I needed to be cured. Maybe I got possessed or what? Whatever I wasn't the one kissing Gerard, it was someone different. I would never kiss that beast.
I felt like crying, of course I knew I was the one who kissed him but why did I like it? It was as if he had some kind of power to take my breath away, to make me want to kiss him. What was going to happen next, I don't know if I could still face him after what happened.
Damn Gerard, what did he do to me? I felt like I was completely different, I was feeling something, I didn't know what to call it.
I let a tear fall from my eye, us kissing was not the consequence. It was this, the fact that a kiss was just a kiss and nothing would happen afterwards.
My phone started ringing again, frustrated I took it and shut it off then placed it down angrily on his bunk. I glared at it for a moment then my vision started to get blurry, my eyes were filling up. I covered my face with both my hands and started crying.
*If u think it's boring, please tell me why so I can improve it. thanks!