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We all got off the bus and I was going to go with Panic to soundcheck when my brother grabbed my arm. I turned and looked him.
"Lace are you ready to talk about the dream yet" He asked looking really serious.
"Pete I honestly don't remember" I said
"Well when you are ready to talk I am here" he said
"I know Dork Face" I said lightly punching him
"So whats the deal did Brendon finally get the balls to ask you out"
"No its only been one day" I said and sighed
"He'll come around Lace" Pete said
"I just hope someone else doesn't come around and steal him before he thinks I am ready" I said
"Not trying to piss you off Lace but it could happen" Pete said
I felt my heart I knew what was saying was true.
"I know" I said
I walked away from Pete and found a tree and sat under it. I started thinking about Pete said and the tears started flowing.
"When did I become so emotional" I said to myself
I pulled my knees to my chest and buried my head into my knees and cried.
"Lacie where are you" Andy yelled
I looked up and it was starting to get dark out. I stood up and wiped my eyes I knew they where probably red and swallen.
"Right here" I said walking toward Andy
"Sweetie you okay" He said
"Yeah I think so" I said
"Come on your lovely attention whore of a brother wants you"
"Figures" I said
We walked in and I walked pass Panic dressing room I looked and they where all getting ready.
"Lace" Brendon said
"Yeah Bren" I said looking at the floor I didn't want him to know I had spent the last 2 hours crying over him.
"You okay" he asked
"Yeah" I replied quickly and ran to catch up Andy when I walked in Pete looked at me.
"When Will gets done hes going to take you out to eat I gave you sometime by yourself but you look like a wreck" He said
"Fine please keep Bren away from me" I said in the hours I spent crying I decided that if he really wanted to be with me, he wouldn't keep pushing me away he would want to be with me know matter how fucked up I was right now
"Okay" Pete said looking at me confused
"Thanks" I said plopping myself down on the couch.
Brendon and Ryan walked in. Brendons eyes connected with mine the minute he got into the room. I put my head down and started picking at my shoes.
"We can to see if Lace wanted to watch us play" Ryan said Brendon was watching me closely
"No she can't" Pete said
"Lace can we talk after we are done" Brendon said
I didn't say anthing I didn't even look up.
"Wills taking her out and then back to the hotel" Pete said looking at me I could feel there eyes burning into me but I just kept picking at my shoe.
"Lace" Brendon said hoping to get my attention
"Come on Bren we have to get out to the stage" Ryan said grabbing Brendons arm I staying picking at my shoe tears falling out of my eyes. I felt am arm go around me, I looked up to see Joe i snuggled my head into his chest and he rubbed my back.
"Is she okay" Pete asked
"I don't know why is she so upset you are here brother you should know" Joe said
"Lace sweetie what is wrong you need to talk me before you do something stupid again" Pete said
"I WISH I WAS DEAD" I screamed and got off Joe and ran out of the room I could hear Pete chasing me. But I ran faster and out the door. I kept running until I was out of breathe. I looked up and notice I was far away from the venue. I figured Pete would send his friends to come find me. I kept walking not caring that I wouldn't be able to find way back. I saw a starbucks and walked in. I order my coffee and went into the bookstore that was next to it. I sat down on a bench in the magazine section and picked up one.
"Is this seat taken" I heard the voice that sent chills down my spine. I didn't even look up from the magazine
"Yes" I said coldly
"What happen between the time I went to go sound check and now" Brendon said.
"OM GOD ITS BRENDON URIE" I said really loud he had a hoodie on trying to conceal who he was and bunch of younger girls came running and I slipped away. I walked out of the bookstore and started walking down the street. I came upon a cemetary. Normally I would never go into one at night. But I figured they would never find there. I walked in it was suprisingly peaceful. I sat down on a bench and watched the stars. I heard footsteps behind I started getting creeped out. I turned and saw Pete.
"How the hell did you find me" I said
"well once we where done playing I called Brendon and he told me he lost you at the bookstore because he got attacked by fans"
I giggled
So I left and went to the bookstore and when I saw the cememtary I walked passed it but then I saw a figure in here so I thought I'd come and see if it was you" He said
"Oh"
"You ready to tell me why you are being so weird"
"Hes kisses me but then tells me I need time, I don't want fucking time, I want him" I said the tears started flowing again.
Pete pulled me into a hug
"I am sorry Lace but can we get out of here I am kind of getting creeped out" Pete said
"Sure I found it peaceful though" I said
"You are strange"
"Kill me because the pain is getting to be to much bury me alive so I can fell the dirt surround me as I die" I said
Pete looked at me
"Who sings that" he asked
"No one I just made it up off the top of my head" I said
"Lace come on things aren't that bad" he said
"No things aren't that bad Pete I get ripped away from my perfect life, I get forced to go out on the road with my brother, I fall in love with one of my brothers friends and he wants me to take fucking time my lifes just fucken peachy on and to top it off I am an emotional wreck at least when I was home I had two emotions Happy and Bitchy, I never fuckin cried I fuckin hate this." I said
Pete stood there in shock he really didn't know how to respond to me
"Maybe its because you are actully be coming human" he said
"Well if being human means you want to off yourself I am doing a pretty good job" I said
"Lace its just a phase you will get over it and I am hear to get you through it" He said
We got to the hotel and walked up to our room everyone was in there.
"Great" I said
"Hey guys Lace is tired" Pete said
They all said goodnight and left the room
"Lace I am going to go hang out with the guys will you be okay" Pete said
"Yeah I'll be just fucking dandy" I said
"Take a shower and this" he said giving me a pill
"okay"
"Then go to bed everything will be better in the morning" he said kissing my forehead and walking out the door.
I got myself undressed and took the pill and got into the shower. When I got out of the shower I needed something to release the pain. I saw a pin on my purse I undid it and started scratching my arm with it. It felt good. I walked over to my suit case and found my compact I broke the mirror out of it and cut into my arm. I got the release I needed I did it a couple more times. I grabbed a hand towel and held it on there until they stopped bleeding I put on my pj bottoms and a tanktop, I looked at my arms and decided to put a hoodie on too. I grabbed the towel and wrapped my glass shard into it and put it in suit case and laid down in the bed my eyes shot close and I was soon fast asleep
"Lace are you ready to talk about the dream yet" He asked looking really serious.
"Pete I honestly don't remember" I said
"Well when you are ready to talk I am here" he said
"I know Dork Face" I said lightly punching him
"So whats the deal did Brendon finally get the balls to ask you out"
"No its only been one day" I said and sighed
"He'll come around Lace" Pete said
"I just hope someone else doesn't come around and steal him before he thinks I am ready" I said
"Not trying to piss you off Lace but it could happen" Pete said
I felt my heart I knew what was saying was true.
"I know" I said
I walked away from Pete and found a tree and sat under it. I started thinking about Pete said and the tears started flowing.
"When did I become so emotional" I said to myself
I pulled my knees to my chest and buried my head into my knees and cried.
"Lacie where are you" Andy yelled
I looked up and it was starting to get dark out. I stood up and wiped my eyes I knew they where probably red and swallen.
"Right here" I said walking toward Andy
"Sweetie you okay" He said
"Yeah I think so" I said
"Come on your lovely attention whore of a brother wants you"
"Figures" I said
We walked in and I walked pass Panic dressing room I looked and they where all getting ready.
"Lace" Brendon said
"Yeah Bren" I said looking at the floor I didn't want him to know I had spent the last 2 hours crying over him.
"You okay" he asked
"Yeah" I replied quickly and ran to catch up Andy when I walked in Pete looked at me.
"When Will gets done hes going to take you out to eat I gave you sometime by yourself but you look like a wreck" He said
"Fine please keep Bren away from me" I said in the hours I spent crying I decided that if he really wanted to be with me, he wouldn't keep pushing me away he would want to be with me know matter how fucked up I was right now
"Okay" Pete said looking at me confused
"Thanks" I said plopping myself down on the couch.
Brendon and Ryan walked in. Brendons eyes connected with mine the minute he got into the room. I put my head down and started picking at my shoes.
"We can to see if Lace wanted to watch us play" Ryan said Brendon was watching me closely
"No she can't" Pete said
"Lace can we talk after we are done" Brendon said
I didn't say anthing I didn't even look up.
"Wills taking her out and then back to the hotel" Pete said looking at me I could feel there eyes burning into me but I just kept picking at my shoe.
"Lace" Brendon said hoping to get my attention
"Come on Bren we have to get out to the stage" Ryan said grabbing Brendons arm I staying picking at my shoe tears falling out of my eyes. I felt am arm go around me, I looked up to see Joe i snuggled my head into his chest and he rubbed my back.
"Is she okay" Pete asked
"I don't know why is she so upset you are here brother you should know" Joe said
"Lace sweetie what is wrong you need to talk me before you do something stupid again" Pete said
"I WISH I WAS DEAD" I screamed and got off Joe and ran out of the room I could hear Pete chasing me. But I ran faster and out the door. I kept running until I was out of breathe. I looked up and notice I was far away from the venue. I figured Pete would send his friends to come find me. I kept walking not caring that I wouldn't be able to find way back. I saw a starbucks and walked in. I order my coffee and went into the bookstore that was next to it. I sat down on a bench in the magazine section and picked up one.
"Is this seat taken" I heard the voice that sent chills down my spine. I didn't even look up from the magazine
"Yes" I said coldly
"What happen between the time I went to go sound check and now" Brendon said.
"OM GOD ITS BRENDON URIE" I said really loud he had a hoodie on trying to conceal who he was and bunch of younger girls came running and I slipped away. I walked out of the bookstore and started walking down the street. I came upon a cemetary. Normally I would never go into one at night. But I figured they would never find there. I walked in it was suprisingly peaceful. I sat down on a bench and watched the stars. I heard footsteps behind I started getting creeped out. I turned and saw Pete.
"How the hell did you find me" I said
"well once we where done playing I called Brendon and he told me he lost you at the bookstore because he got attacked by fans"
I giggled
So I left and went to the bookstore and when I saw the cememtary I walked passed it but then I saw a figure in here so I thought I'd come and see if it was you" He said
"Oh"
"You ready to tell me why you are being so weird"
"Hes kisses me but then tells me I need time, I don't want fucking time, I want him" I said the tears started flowing again.
Pete pulled me into a hug
"I am sorry Lace but can we get out of here I am kind of getting creeped out" Pete said
"Sure I found it peaceful though" I said
"You are strange"
"Kill me because the pain is getting to be to much bury me alive so I can fell the dirt surround me as I die" I said
Pete looked at me
"Who sings that" he asked
"No one I just made it up off the top of my head" I said
"Lace come on things aren't that bad" he said
"No things aren't that bad Pete I get ripped away from my perfect life, I get forced to go out on the road with my brother, I fall in love with one of my brothers friends and he wants me to take fucking time my lifes just fucken peachy on and to top it off I am an emotional wreck at least when I was home I had two emotions Happy and Bitchy, I never fuckin cried I fuckin hate this." I said
Pete stood there in shock he really didn't know how to respond to me
"Maybe its because you are actully be coming human" he said
"Well if being human means you want to off yourself I am doing a pretty good job" I said
"Lace its just a phase you will get over it and I am hear to get you through it" He said
We got to the hotel and walked up to our room everyone was in there.
"Great" I said
"Hey guys Lace is tired" Pete said
They all said goodnight and left the room
"Lace I am going to go hang out with the guys will you be okay" Pete said
"Yeah I'll be just fucking dandy" I said
"Take a shower and this" he said giving me a pill
"okay"
"Then go to bed everything will be better in the morning" he said kissing my forehead and walking out the door.
I got myself undressed and took the pill and got into the shower. When I got out of the shower I needed something to release the pain. I saw a pin on my purse I undid it and started scratching my arm with it. It felt good. I walked over to my suit case and found my compact I broke the mirror out of it and cut into my arm. I got the release I needed I did it a couple more times. I grabbed a hand towel and held it on there until they stopped bleeding I put on my pj bottoms and a tanktop, I looked at my arms and decided to put a hoodie on too. I grabbed the towel and wrapped my glass shard into it and put it in suit case and laid down in the bed my eyes shot close and I was soon fast asleep
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