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/]Rihanna "Rehab"

[/Baby baby
When we first met I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not amusing like i believed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're love swept
You'd do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking


I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not amusing like i believed
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Now ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Now gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

My ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Now gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh

Oh! You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
It's not amusing like i believed

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

The day Gerard left to New York City to go to Art School , I felt my whole world crash down on me, I didn't know what to do with myself, my cousin Bert has tried to help me forget him, but it's as if everywhere I go, everything I see, it will instantly remind me of him, and i hate that. "Haileigh, how can I help you move on when you won't let me help yourself, that's fucking frustrating, you know that?" I gave Bert a cold stare, "You know what, Bert, I never asked for your damned help, you should just give up trying to help me, because you're gonna be wasting your time and mine, so do the both of us a favor, and leave me the fuck alone, If I want to suffer, then let me suffer, I don't need your help, much less your pity, so get out of my room before I kick your ass out of it" Bert gave me a disappointed look at me before he quietly walked out of my room, closing the door behind him. As I lied down on my bed, I began to sob quietly, letting memories of Gerard and me lull me to sleep.

2 years later
"Hello, McCracken Residence" "yeah, is this Haileigh McCracken?" "who the heck wants to know?" I asked, getting suspicious "It's Mikey Way, how are you Hay?" I almost dropped my phone from the shock, was it really Gee's baby bro on the other side of the phone? "Hello, Haileigh, you still there?" "Sorry, mikey, i didn't think it was actually you, how are you buddy?" "Great New York is awesome, how's Trenton?" "Same old crime- infested craphole" I laughed without humor, "Look, Haileigh, the reason I called was because Gerard has been asking me about you" my heart dropped, "Really? but why? it's been 2 damn long years with no letters, no calls, no messages, why in the hell wold he ask about me now? he hurt me badly, Mikey, I finally have the chance to move on with my life and then you call me to tell me this? If he really cared about me he would move back to Trenton and be with me, but is he here with me, nope, not at all, I'm sorry Mikey, but if you just called me to tell me about Gerard, I have to cut this little reunion short, Dan's gonna be here in a little while to take me out to a movie, and I'm not ready yet, so If that's all you called for, then I will talk to you later, or if you want, you can talk to Bert or the other guys" 'Wait, Dan, Dan Whitesides, you're going out with him?" I rolled my eyes in frustration "yes, mikey, i'm going out with him, do you have a problem with that?" "No, not really, just surprised is all" "Whatever, look, Bert's here, you wanna talk to him?" Mikey gave a defeated sigh "yeah, I'll talk to him" I then took the phone from my ear and called Bert "BERT< IT"S MIKEY HE WANTS TO TALK TO YOU!!!!" then Bert quickly ran over to me and took the phone away from me "Hey, Mikes what up? long time, no speak, bro!"