I'll always hate you. And I'm so glad I'm not what you wanted.
(#) jajajajaime16 2009-06-15 11:13:14 AMyes. fuck your mom :(
I'm so sorry, but glad you wrote that...it really does help to get it out...
I wish I had anything else to say, but alas, I do not. Just that this was good. Horrible, but good writing...you know what I mean! hug
Author's responseI Know what you mean :-) thank you so much. Yeah, it really does help to do this. I think it's definitely something I'll end up doing again, because it was a nice way of coping. Thank you!! xoxoxo
(#) KrissElECTRiKK 2009-06-15 11:26:19 AMWow. This is one of the most... I can't even describe it. It's so emotional, and written so brilliantly! Reading it sort of choked me up. And I'm not gonna say I know how you feel... Even though I kinda do... But I can't even imagine what you've been through.
Author's responseThank you so much. I was really worried about the writing, because I had so much in my head that I wanted to say, and to be perfectly honest, only about one twentieth came out in here.
I'm not aiming for pity with this, just so everyone knows. I just wanted to get it out of my system. It could be so much worse, and I almost feel stupid whining like this. It'll probably get worse, condsidering that I will be in a band no matter what she says, and I'll end up severing all ties with her. We'll see though. Thank you for the support. :-)
(#) shehadtheworld12 2009-06-15 12:38:04 PMVery emotional, but I have to give props for letting it out. I'm sorry your mom is like that. Even though I don't know you in person, I can tell you seem like a good person.
I'm speechless but in an amazed way.
So i'll you a virtual hug because I cannot do it in person (:
Author's responseThank you! I hope I'm a good person. :-) I'm glad that it had an effect. I always like to effect people with my writing, even when it's this personal. Honestly, part of me is glad that she is the way she is, because it makes me stronger. I don't think I would change it.
Virtual hug back! Thanks again.
(#) mildlyobsessed 2009-06-15 02:52:36 PMgood story!
sucks about your mum, why can't parents/everyone just accept people for who they are and not try to change them?
great writing, i also send you a virtual hug
Author's responseVirtual hug to you too! Thank you so much.
My mother is a perfectionist, and things always have to be her way, even if it means lying to the world. For example, when she came home, she told me my eyeliner makes me look like a stoner, yelled at me for playing guitar because she thought my brother was asleep, and told me to make sure I did a thorough job tucking him in, smiling the whole time. But that's how it is. That's why she doesn't accept me. Because I'm not how she wants. Thank you again!
(#) MyChemicalFangirl 2009-06-15 05:10:20 PMI looved this. ):
I wanna tell your mum I HATE HER,
And mabye tell my dad too. ^.^
You should mabye talk to her about this?
Unless, you're not ready for that.
Ands I mean, I don't KNOW your mum I suppose.#
Anyways, you are great at writeingg. (:
Author's responseThank you so much! It makes me smile to hear that I'm great at writing.
Yeah, talking to her doesn't go so well. I've never gotten past my first phrase because she puts words in my mouth and makes herself the victim. I'll tell her eventually, though it'll probably the time I run away and never come back, or speak to her again. But you should tell your dad....:-)
Thanks so much.
- I know what you mean about the whole, mum hates MCR thing. When I told her about my little...problem, and about how MCR helped me through it (cause you know, I thought I was able to tell her this stuff) she goes ahead and blames it on MCR in the first place! =.=
Then my dad starts on it too xb I just dont get parents.
Author's responseOh my god. My mom did the exact same thing! She said they were a bad influence on me with all the darkness and negativity, and she thinks I've stopped listening to them. I'm not even supposed to be on the website. She's fucking ridiculous. They helped me out big time; I have absolutely no idea where I'd be without them now. My dad loves them though; he knows about as much about them as I do because I tell him all the shit I can find out out. He helped me buy LOTMS and TBPID. He knows all the lyrics. I'd be dead without him for sure.
It's funny your mom did the same thing as mine. HUGS to you too!!!!
- Lord, your mother is mean. Fuck her. :|
It's the same way with me and my dad.
except my dad hits me.
I told him I hated him;
he hates MCR when they have saved my life...twice.
I'm thankful for them;
although, I think my dad needs to rot in hell.
I'm so sorry for you.
btw, you're a good writer.
everything you wrote here was what happened to you?
Author's responseThank You! I'm so sorry your dad hits you. My mom doesn't do that very often, only when she when she gets really pissed. And she usually spits on me. Like a llama. :) She hates MCR when it saved and changed me. I have no idea who or where i'd be without them. Your dad needs to rot in hell for sure!
Thank you so much. Yeah, everything in it happened to me. Except I'm a chick. This isn't like, the only stuff though. This was just one thousandth of it. That was just what happened on mother's day, and then the day I wrote it.
Thank you! oxoxooxoxo
- Oh, really?
So you're bi, or something around there?
I'm bi, if I tell my dad, knowing him, he'll shoot me.
Why does your mom hate MCR?
what did they ever do to her? D:
Author's responseI wouldn't call myself a full on bi. Not now anyway. But I've made out with the same girl on a few occasions...and I liked it...a LOT. Yeah. I'm more straight with a bump in my road of straightness. That's how we phrase it anyway. :)
My mom hates MCR....I dunno because that really marked the big change, the shining light that actually taught me who I wanted to be. I found heros but they weren't the right kind for her, and she has not, and never will understand the meaning they have given to my life and how they have saved me.
By the way, I was just joking about making out with a chick. My friend typed that while I wasn't looking. That was pure Frerardness that I simply threw in. :)
(#) TornAndFrayedPages 2009-06-16 01:54:58 PMI know what you mean. My mom's a perfectionist too. She was one of those popular jock kids in school and expects me to be the same. I never told her about MCR because I know she'll never understand. She gets really pissed if I don't get only A's on my report cards. Anything else is just a total disappointment to her. And it's supposed to be one to me too. But I don't really care. It does get annoying defending 89%'s though. She's never hit me though. She's never had to. She's always been able to intimidate me without ACTUALLY touching me.
Parents just suck.
(#) _Amy_Revenge_ 2009-08-04 03:05:18 PMThat was totally epic..and yet, strangely, I remember reading this one, too :) And this is exactly why I'm afraid of having kids: I don't want them to turn out bad, or say they hate me, or yell and scream and blah blah blah. But it's part of life. And so, that's exactly why I'm going to have kids XD
Made no sense, I know..but if you haven't already, and if you're interested, you should check out my one shot called Promises. It's a Ferard :)