When I get to my locker I see Gerard talking to "Soph" ick. I shudder a little, just to be mean. I know it wasn't right but she stole my man, well kind of, in a way, right? Suddenly I felt some one tapping my sholder, it was he the man (boy, thing) who was dating the most whorish girl in the school.
"Jackie, you okay?"
"What sorry I was lost in my thoughts"
"you look like shit"
"thanks, I got thrown out last night and my clothes were on the front lawn when I woke up this morning"
"why didn't you come over and ask to stay with me?"
"I did, well I was going to, but then little miss whore was there and I didnt want to be in a space where she had been for more than 5 minutes, which reminds me, its been four right now, see yah latter"
"What the hell?" he asked as I walked away I payed no attention to his question
"What's her problem?" whore-y mc whore whore asked
"I don't know"
"I think she's jealous of what we have Rardy-kins, and that when she sees us together it reminds her that she could never have something like it"
"yah know what I have to get to class, i'll see you later, k Soph?"
IN MATH CLASS
"hey, guess what" Gerard tried whispering to Jackie
"I don't want to talk to you" I sternly answered back
"you were right" he whispered despite my comment
"what?" I said lightly, excited that he realized that she was a whore and that he was really in love with me
"yeah, you were right, it was a teacher who shot himself, a senior teacher, uhh...I think it was...uh...it was Mr. T our English teacher, well every seniors englishe teacher for that matter" my heart sank for two reasons. 1 because of Gerard's answer and 2 that was my favorite fucking teacher. He was so cool, its not even funny.
"Oh" was the week reply I gave him. We didn't talk for the rest of class, thank god it was lunch next. 40 minutes of freedom, peace and quiet. Though I had no money for lunch I didn't care, I wasn't even hungry. Gerard "exited" the class room before I, so when I got out of there he was waiting. I tried to ignore him nut he grabbed my arm, hard, holy crap he was strong.
"Jackie I need to talk to you" he sounded soo sincere
"You have ten minutes" why did I have to be such a bitch I thought
"well can we go somewhere more secluded?"
"Fine" we walk out side to the back entrance, no one ever went there, surprisingly. It had a nice view of the road and the fence that kept us in this hell. Okay maybe it's not that nice, but I liked it.
"Okay can what happened yesterday?"
"What do you mean?" I asked playing dumb
"why did you get kicked out?"
"Oh, because when I went home my step dad was there. He didn't believe that school was ended early for seniors. So he hit me and kicked me out. I went to the park and started thinking about how my life sucks ass. I wanted to jump but the only thing I could think about was you..." oh shit, did I just say that. Oh fuck now he's going to know, well maybe its not that bad. I looked at him and he just looked back waiting for me to finish "uhh...umm and uh when I say all I could think of was you I mean being my best friend. So I went to your house, and I saw 'Soph'" I paused to make a face "and the fact that you didnt tell me you were going out neigh that you were her boyfriend pissed me off. I felt like the only thing thats keeping me alive wont even tell me he has a girl friend and a skanky one at that..." Gerard stopped me
"oh im sorry"
"No your not, and its been ten minutes, I have to go." I said getting up whipping off my butt and left. I didnt know where I was heading I just knew it was some where away from Gerard.