"what are you laughing at?" Mikey asked upset
"we took Gerards car"
"well he's going to freak when he cant find his car"
"good" and that was it. when we arrived at his house, we went direcly up stairs, and i followed him to his room. we sat in silence for a few minutes ontill i finally said something "stupid bastard"
"your brother...you dont think?"
"think what" Mikey asked, i knew he knew the answer im guessing he wasnt in the mood though
"think that he still had feelings for her and she still had feelings for him, and we were only being...no it cant...he'd never...CRAP" i started to have a panic attack
"Jackie calm down. and i knew she still had feelings for him"
"then whyd you go out with her?"
"i dont really know, i guess that...never mind, i dont want to talk about it"
"please just tell me"
"why do you do that?" he snapped
"do what" i asked a little afraid of his intensity
"force people to talk about things, and when they dont want to you guilt them into it"
"well excuse me for trying to help" I snapped back, i didnt want to but he was just making me so mad
"NO ONE ASKED FOR YOUR HELP JACKIE" he yelled. i ran out of the room crying, and down to "my room". My whole world was crashing again, my 'love', well he's gone, my support system (Mikey) just freaked out on me for helping, MY parents were out of the question, and i didnt want to get their mom into it. i just lay there and tryed to sort these things out myself.
BACK @ THE BOWLIN ALLEY WITH GERARD AND SOPHIE
"Gerard are you okay?"
"why baby?" she asked rubbing her hand along his arm
"Im not your baby" he ripped his arm away from her and sat down putting his head in his hands
"Gerard?" she asked
"what? why did that happen anyway?" he wasnt asking her but she answered anyway
"because we have something special"
"NO! no we dont, Im sorry sophie. but i dont like you anymore"
"why" she asked, not even the least bit hurt
"i...Im IN LOVE with Jackie"
"I dont think shes in love with you, she just left with Mikey"
"yeah, i saw them walk out together" Gerard ran out to the parking lot, hoping that they were just sitting in the car. No such luck, he ran back inside.
"Sophie, you said Toro and Frank were here?"
"yeah, they're in the arcade, they haven't left the arcade" he ran to the arcade looking for them, he found Frank.
"Frank" Gerard called desperately
"Oh hey Gerard, whats up?"
"he's over by the claw machines"
"thanks" he walked over to his friend "Ray, i need a ride home"
"um okay, what happened to your car?"
"i dont want to talk about it, but can we leave now?"
"yeah, i just need to get Frank and Mikey" he said concentrating on where the claw was going to drop
"Mikey's already gone"
"okay, hold on" he said as the claw dropped and picked up nothing "Damnit"
"Excuse me, i would apretiate if you could keep you language rated G there are kids in here" some lady scolded him
"sorry" he then looked over at Gerard "okay, we'll go grab frank and get out of here then"
"Okay" they practically had to pry Frankie from the game. they walked out to rays car Gerard got in the back and didnt say anything. Frank was still pouting about not being able to play his game. he was starting to get on Ray's nerves "stop your fucking pouting, your lucky i take you places" he said
"Hey, it's not my fault im not old enough to drive" Frank defended himself
"i know, but when i take you places, with My car, and MY money going towards gas, i think it's up to me when we leave, and not have to deal with this clidish pouting thing"
"so Gerard where did Mikey go?" Ray asked
"he went home with Jackie" he replied not looking up
"Jackie, took my car and brought him home"
"do you know why?"
"no, not really"
"do you think that she saw you and Sophie making out? maybe she got jealous, and so did Mikey, and thats why they went home"
"wait what? you saw me and sophie making out?" Gerard asked afraid what Ray was saying was the truth
"dude, you guys were in the middle of every thing, EVERYONE saw you"
"shit!" he said hidding his face in his hands again. they reached his house, and he waved good bye. he went up stairs to the guest room and knocked. I opened the door and as soon as I saw his face slammed it shut. Gerard opened it, though he knew he was not welcom.
"I SHUT THE DOOR FOR A REASSON" i screamed holdong back tears
"please" he begged "let me explain"
"what, that you like whores, and im not pretty enough to be your girlfriend?"
"No" he said taking a step towards me, i took one back
"then what is it? hmm...i'd like to know" he wasn't saying anything "what you cant tell me? it's over"
"no please give me five minutes to explain"
"fine"I said looking away
"the only reasson i kissed her..." he was cut off
"oh so YOU kissed HER?"
"Yes let me explain"
"as i was saying, the only reasson i kissed her was because...