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Why Must I Remember These Horrible Memories?
2 ReviewsThis chapter has violence so...Yeah i don't know what else to say...Uhm... I love Gerard Arthur Way! ^.^ btw i am listening to Always by Saliva
Auhtor's Note:
I know all of you are probably going, 'Why did Nick hurt Madi?' or 'I should be in this story!' Message me if you would like to play a part in this story (not the chapter but story all over)and I will see. Back to the dilemma with Madi, Devanie, Bob, and Nick. Devanie and Bob are on Madi's side. Nick completely hates them... You'll see why in this chapter. It will be a nightmare Madi has, but the scene atcually happened to her in the story. So please, let me warn yooouu... There is violence. And blood. Lots and lots of blood. I wouldn't really say 'Enjoy' considering this is supposed to play a major part in the story... So just... Read on like Gerard's life depended on it! He's telling me he wants you to read. He's telling me he wants me to hurry up and write this chapter and to stop babbling on about nothingness (nice word, Gerard). So, read on, my pretties!
xoxo,
Madi Way
[Madi's POV:]
I was at Devanie's house, along with Bob and my one-of-a-kind boyfriend, Gerard Way. I sat on his lap as we watched Friday The 13th. Gerard's mouth was at my ear, whispering sweet things to me in Italian. He kissed my cheek and went back to whispering. At the scariest part of the movie, he held me tightly and kissed my cheek again. He whispered more. Devanie was getting more annoyed by the second.
"Ti amo. Siete così bei... È giusto. Non sta andando nuocergli. Non li lascerò feriti voi." he spoke to me in fluent Italian and made my cheeks get hot. It was adorable the way he spoke in Italian. I asked him for a translation and he simply nodded. He re-spoke to me in English, a language I could understand. "I said, 'I love you. You're so beautiful... It's okay. He's not going to harm you. I won't let them hurt you." I smiled as his words sunk into me. I turned around and kissed him before resting my head on his shoulder. Bob looked at us and shrugged. He didn't care. Hell, Dev didn't care either. All she wanted was to see her little cousin happy. Bob was a Sophomore and he and Devanie looked out for me at school. So did Gerard but nobody really payed attention to him. But I did. I payed him a lot of attention, just like he did for me. I loved the drawings he had done of me. He was my talented, sexy boyfriend. Nothing would change that. I yawned and closed my eyes and drifted into a world of blackness. Everything would be okay. Or so I thought...
I was at Nick's. He had pulled me into his bedroom for a game out Guitar Hero. I loved the game and I loved to be challenged. So I followed him and we started playing. He got the game started on his Xbox 360 and suddenly turned to me. "I'm going to make a deal." a smile formed at the edge of his lips. I nodded, eager to see what I would win. He smiled. I saw something spark in his eyes. "I'll make you a deal. If you win the song, you can play for as long as you want without my complaints. But if I win... I make you do everything I want to do. No pun intended." He smiled and we shook on it. Nothing bad could happen right? WRONG. He chose the hardest song and played it on Expert. I failed within the first chorus. He laughed and threw the guitar to the side. He pulled my guitar off forcefully and he went over to the door. He looked out and closed it, locking the door. He turned and smiled evilly. I gasped, I had nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. He walked towards me and brought me up to him. He picked me up by my shirt collar and punched me in the face. Hard. I cried out as the blow hit me, and stumbled backwards and into the wall. He brought his hand back and collided it with my face again, making my nose bleed and tears to form. He kicked my stomach with such force I fell to ground in a heap and begged him to stop. He never did. I cried and commanded him to stop but he never listened to me. He kicked me again and laughed.
"C'mon, get up Madi! Get up! C'mon!" he said mockingly, and stopped the kicking. I tried to get up but he kicked me and made my head collide with the wall. He beat me endlessly as I desperately tried to call out for help. He finally picked me and I realized that he had a knife in his handds. A pocket knife. I screamed for help as he pulled my hair to get my head back and facing the ceiling. I cried and pleaded and tried getting out but nothing worked. He brought the blade to my neck and cut it slightly. He laughed again. "I should do this more often," his voice was gruff and hard. Like he enjoyed my pain. "But of course, then you would be gone and I'd have to start the torture on that cousin Devanie of your's." I heard him chuckle and I screamed.
"Don't you dare touch her!" I yelled at him, and he brought the blade in deeper to my neck. I yelled out in pain and I looked into his excited blue eyes. He removed the knife from my neck and grabbed my arm and slashed a cut on my arm. I cried and he continued to cut me. The last thing I remember was saying, 'Why?' after he left me to bleed alone in his room...
Shaking, I woke up from my nightmare, the horrible memory that would stay in my head forever. Devanie, Bob, and Gerard all huddled around me. The first person I saw was a very frightened Gerard. He smiled a relief and held me tightly. "Baby... Are you okay? You were screaming. It's okay, it was just a dream. It's not true. It's okay babe... I'm here." I held onto him and Devanie asked me what it was about. I cried and in between sobs I muttered, "He hurt me...Badly. K-Kicked me a-and c-cut my a-arms..." I cried more and Devanie and Bob gave me a look of pure hatred. Devanie cursed and Bob hugged me. Gerard made me look at him and looked confused.
"But baby, he's just fake. He's not real. He's in a movie. It's all fictional. He's a fictional character..." he kissed my tears away. I shook my head. I'd have to tell him. It was wrong to lie about the scars on my neck and arms. Especially to my boyfriend. I sighed and looked him straight in the eyes.
"Gerard... It's not about Jason... It's about Nick. M-My really fucked up cousin." I started to cry again and Gerard held onto me for dear life. He started to cry also and gently stroked my hair. As long as I was in Gerard Way's arms, I'd be safe. He'd make sure of it. I sure hoped that Nick wouldn't try to find me.
I know all of you are probably going, 'Why did Nick hurt Madi?' or 'I should be in this story!' Message me if you would like to play a part in this story (not the chapter but story all over)and I will see. Back to the dilemma with Madi, Devanie, Bob, and Nick. Devanie and Bob are on Madi's side. Nick completely hates them... You'll see why in this chapter. It will be a nightmare Madi has, but the scene atcually happened to her in the story. So please, let me warn yooouu... There is violence. And blood. Lots and lots of blood. I wouldn't really say 'Enjoy' considering this is supposed to play a major part in the story... So just... Read on like Gerard's life depended on it! He's telling me he wants you to read. He's telling me he wants me to hurry up and write this chapter and to stop babbling on about nothingness (nice word, Gerard). So, read on, my pretties!
xoxo,
Madi Way
[Madi's POV:]
I was at Devanie's house, along with Bob and my one-of-a-kind boyfriend, Gerard Way. I sat on his lap as we watched Friday The 13th. Gerard's mouth was at my ear, whispering sweet things to me in Italian. He kissed my cheek and went back to whispering. At the scariest part of the movie, he held me tightly and kissed my cheek again. He whispered more. Devanie was getting more annoyed by the second.
"Ti amo. Siete così bei... È giusto. Non sta andando nuocergli. Non li lascerò feriti voi." he spoke to me in fluent Italian and made my cheeks get hot. It was adorable the way he spoke in Italian. I asked him for a translation and he simply nodded. He re-spoke to me in English, a language I could understand. "I said, 'I love you. You're so beautiful... It's okay. He's not going to harm you. I won't let them hurt you." I smiled as his words sunk into me. I turned around and kissed him before resting my head on his shoulder. Bob looked at us and shrugged. He didn't care. Hell, Dev didn't care either. All she wanted was to see her little cousin happy. Bob was a Sophomore and he and Devanie looked out for me at school. So did Gerard but nobody really payed attention to him. But I did. I payed him a lot of attention, just like he did for me. I loved the drawings he had done of me. He was my talented, sexy boyfriend. Nothing would change that. I yawned and closed my eyes and drifted into a world of blackness. Everything would be okay. Or so I thought...
I was at Nick's. He had pulled me into his bedroom for a game out Guitar Hero. I loved the game and I loved to be challenged. So I followed him and we started playing. He got the game started on his Xbox 360 and suddenly turned to me. "I'm going to make a deal." a smile formed at the edge of his lips. I nodded, eager to see what I would win. He smiled. I saw something spark in his eyes. "I'll make you a deal. If you win the song, you can play for as long as you want without my complaints. But if I win... I make you do everything I want to do. No pun intended." He smiled and we shook on it. Nothing bad could happen right? WRONG. He chose the hardest song and played it on Expert. I failed within the first chorus. He laughed and threw the guitar to the side. He pulled my guitar off forcefully and he went over to the door. He looked out and closed it, locking the door. He turned and smiled evilly. I gasped, I had nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. He walked towards me and brought me up to him. He picked me up by my shirt collar and punched me in the face. Hard. I cried out as the blow hit me, and stumbled backwards and into the wall. He brought his hand back and collided it with my face again, making my nose bleed and tears to form. He kicked my stomach with such force I fell to ground in a heap and begged him to stop. He never did. I cried and commanded him to stop but he never listened to me. He kicked me again and laughed.
"C'mon, get up Madi! Get up! C'mon!" he said mockingly, and stopped the kicking. I tried to get up but he kicked me and made my head collide with the wall. He beat me endlessly as I desperately tried to call out for help. He finally picked me and I realized that he had a knife in his handds. A pocket knife. I screamed for help as he pulled my hair to get my head back and facing the ceiling. I cried and pleaded and tried getting out but nothing worked. He brought the blade to my neck and cut it slightly. He laughed again. "I should do this more often," his voice was gruff and hard. Like he enjoyed my pain. "But of course, then you would be gone and I'd have to start the torture on that cousin Devanie of your's." I heard him chuckle and I screamed.
"Don't you dare touch her!" I yelled at him, and he brought the blade in deeper to my neck. I yelled out in pain and I looked into his excited blue eyes. He removed the knife from my neck and grabbed my arm and slashed a cut on my arm. I cried and he continued to cut me. The last thing I remember was saying, 'Why?' after he left me to bleed alone in his room...
Shaking, I woke up from my nightmare, the horrible memory that would stay in my head forever. Devanie, Bob, and Gerard all huddled around me. The first person I saw was a very frightened Gerard. He smiled a relief and held me tightly. "Baby... Are you okay? You were screaming. It's okay, it was just a dream. It's not true. It's okay babe... I'm here." I held onto him and Devanie asked me what it was about. I cried and in between sobs I muttered, "He hurt me...Badly. K-Kicked me a-and c-cut my a-arms..." I cried more and Devanie and Bob gave me a look of pure hatred. Devanie cursed and Bob hugged me. Gerard made me look at him and looked confused.
"But baby, he's just fake. He's not real. He's in a movie. It's all fictional. He's a fictional character..." he kissed my tears away. I shook my head. I'd have to tell him. It was wrong to lie about the scars on my neck and arms. Especially to my boyfriend. I sighed and looked him straight in the eyes.
"Gerard... It's not about Jason... It's about Nick. M-My really fucked up cousin." I started to cry again and Gerard held onto me for dear life. He started to cry also and gently stroked my hair. As long as I was in Gerard Way's arms, I'd be safe. He'd make sure of it. I sure hoped that Nick wouldn't try to find me.
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