Frank wants to feel loved... What ever he does he doesn't feel it. FRERARD
I poped my head out from behind the curtain.
"Hi Frank" Ray said not really caring that much. Mikey didn't say anything
I closed the curtain on my Bunk. I rolled over to look at the photos on my wall of when My Chemical Romance first ever started. I thought about how lucky we are. And about how much Mikey doesn't like me any more.
Someone pulled back my curtain.
"here Frank its a veggie burger"
"Thanks" I said. I took the burger sat up and began eating it. Mikey and Ray were still talking
"We're leaving soon" I heard Mikey say.
I really miss the old days where it was just us and our little white Van. We were a happy family.
Then every thing changed. We became famous. You can't go anywhere without people screaming your names. Its good and all But I just want us to Be My Chemical Romance. Nobody knew of us. Not famous. it was good.
Gerard came and sat in my bunk with me,
"were off to see the kids of florida" He said
"don't worry Frank, Mikeys gonna stop being a bitch about it soon"
"Dont worry? Don't worry, Gee he was my best friend and now he fucking hates me. I play with him onstage where were just make-pretend"
"I know, I know" He pulled down the t.v and put on 300. I shut my eyes and went to sleep. When I woke up and looked out the window. We must have been at the arena because no one but Bob was on the bus.
"We're here dude" Bob said.
"Yea, its not very big. I thought it would be bigger but who cares"
"Yea and we only have 3 more shows to go as well"
"Ohh I can't wait to get back to Jersey."
Me and Bob got off the bus and went inside to find the other boys just laxing
out. And people setting up for the show.
"Good afternoon Frank" Gerard said
"Hey dude" I got out my smokes and lighter.
Gerard looked around him suspiciously then took my arm and dragged me into
the bathroom when we were there he shut the door and locked it.
"tonight, lots of frerard moments. Now, Frerard action" he said. He kissed me as I took off Gerards jacket and top.
he unziped my pants and pushed them down.
"Are you sure Gee?"
He pushed me so my ass was on the freezing cold what ever you call it. And I held the edges of it.
I felt his wet mouth go over my hard dick.
"Ohhh gee, OOHHHHHHHH, OHHH,UHHHH" I let out a few more soft moans
Gerard sucked me off for about an hour before I finialy came
He took his mouth off my dick and layed on the ground.
"Frank its better and better every time"
I smiled and gave him my hand to help him up.
He took me by the shoulders and turned me around so he was behind me
"Bend over please" He said politly. No one can resist him Especialy not when he says please.
I put my hands where they were before but held on like I was about to embark on a great Journey.
"ohhh Frank. oh,oh,oh,oh,oh,oh"
"ohhhh Frank.Ohhhh Godddd"
Fuck I love this just me and Gerard getting down and Dirty.
He came hard... all I felt was his warm seed spilling in me
I was left standing there Head over heals.
I felt really light headed and sick.
"Gerard. I- I think i'm gonna be." I struggled to say before I ran to the toilet to throw up
"Oh fuck Frankie, Are you ok?" I felt him put his hand on my shoulder.
"its ok Frank"
I stopped hugging the toilet and went over to the sink. Turned the tap on and washed my face with the icy cold water.
Gerard ran out and braught me back a red bull.
Thanks I said as I opened it and took a huge mouth full.
I took my smoke put it in my mouth and lit it.
We walked back out to where every one was playing Kickball.
"Wow, Jeez you dont look good Frank" Bob said
"Nah he just puked everywhere"
"Are you gonna be good for tonight?"
"Yeah dude. My names IERO hear me roar".
Bob gawked at me. "well?"
"I wanna hear you roar"
I took in a deep breath MEOW!!!!!! I quickly shot at him.
Bob laughed so much."That'll do frankie, You might sprain something"
I smiled and gave him a nudge.
"Iero, We're sound checking" I heared Ray say
I jumped up on the stage and grabbed Pansys neck and put her strap over me.
"Uhh Lets go, Im not okay" Gerard said and then Toro came in. At the same time so did me, Mikey and Bob.
"Well if you wanted Honesty thats all you had to say. I never want to let you down-"
"I'm good" Ray said
"Yea My drums are fine"
"so is my Bass"
"I'm ready to rock and roll as well" I threw in there. Gerard gave me a smile.
"LETS GET BACK TO OUR KICK BALL GAME" Mikey was shouting.
they all took off. I went and put Pansy back on the stand and got a beer out of the chiller.
"Come join us Frank" Gerard called
"nah man I'm fine watching" I said from the side lines.
I started to think about how people would feel about me leaving My Chem
Because Mikey and Ray both hate me. and Possiably Gerard as well.
I looked at my watch for a while then realized I wasn't wearing one.
I went back to the bus to get ready.
It was so hot out side. I finialy got to the bus and walked to my bunk. and got my make up bag.
I went by the mirror and turned on the hair straightner.
while I waited for it to heat up I got my red eyeliner and red eyeshadow and put them on.
It took me about half an hour.
I saw steam coming off the straightner so I knew it was ready.
I took a piece of my hair and ran the straightner over it.
I finialy had all my hair done.
Then the boys came in.
"Why do you get dressed up Iero, You look like a fucking Faggot!" I didn't know where to look
"Mikey dont fucking talk to Frank like that"
"Or what Gee. You'll fuck me up the ass just like you do to Him"
"Mikey Chill out" Bob said sturnly.
I got up and walked to my bunk and got in it and looked at our pictures when EVERYONE was happy with My Chemical Romance.
Thats when Gerard poked his head around the curtain.
"Don't worry Frank, Its gonna be ok. Who cares about Mikey right now"
"Ok then but when we go off tour Gee I-I dont wanna come back on one for a while".
"oh.. uhhhh ok then. If thats what you want"
"Yip it is". I could hear the dissapointment in his voice.
"ok then Frank, Thats ok with me"
He turned and walked away as if he was about to cry or something.
I was really fucked off about what I had just said
so I sat in my bunk looking at our Photos from the old days.
"Frank, We're ready when you are" Brian called out