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Just a note, this poem is rather explicit and does mention/depict self-harm and suicide. In no way do I condone these things but it's just what came out when I wrote this so if you read it, I hope you enjoy it. I've "bleeped" out the swearing as well by the way. Enjoy

MY FAMOUS LAST WORDS

** me over
Make me bleed
Screw me up
It’s what I need

Make the cuts
Deep in my wrist
Knife goes deep
Then give it a twist

Make me feel
Like life’s a waste
Blood on my lips
The sweetest taste

Help me see
I stuffed this up
Make me see
You give a **

Hold me close
And tell me please
That this **
Ain’t what I need

I wanna believe
What you say is true
But trust in others
Isn’t what I do

Blame the one
Who took it away
When I told them
All was wrong that day

The blood needs to drip
Down my arm
Unless you’ll protect me
From gruesome self harm

Just come back
Tell me I’ll be okay
Then maybe I’ll trust you
Soon some day

But for now let me hide
Let me crawl underground
Where you won’t hear me cry
No I won’t make a sound

I’ll find a cave
Where the air is all gone
You can come find me
Only after the dawn

I won’t be there
Not as I now am
I’ll be dead as can be
Be one of the damned

I wish I could stay
The way I was back then
But that means I’d have
To start life over again

So listen as I gasp
My famous last words
Remember them for me
As my vision blurs

I’ll fade to black
As you hold me tight
I know you think
This isn’t right

It’s how I live
Til the day I die
So when I do
Just let me fly

I’ll love you always
More than you know
So thank you
But now I have to go

[*Hope you guys liked this and let me know what you think :) Thanks for reading