TL, 6.25 PM.
It's been an awful long time, I think.
Everything came down again, and I've been trying. I haven't cut in abit and I'm trying at school and I'm just trying.
But I'm still feeling trapped. More so than ever. It's the kind of trapped where suicide isn't even a option, and not because it's a bad thing to do, but because it's not an out. I'm just stuck. This is this at it's worse for the first time in 3 years. I'll hopefully figure this out sometime.
It's been crap with my friends too. I feel as if they don't want to tell me anything anymore and like they don't want me around. But I'll survive.
Because that's all I'm doing, surviving.