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Leave Me Alone
7 Reviewsif you go down to the woods today you're sure to get a suprise...or a runaway frank with a heavy mind.
pshyeah...i updated :)... hope you enjoy !!
Franks POV:
i was running, slower than usual but still fast, towards a place i'd never been before...the woods. gerard was at my side with a goofy smile and his eyes were shining bright. i smiled. gerard was so cute, even when he wasn't even trying. he was like a sex god or something, always looking smoking hot and sexy...wait, did i really just think that? god, i needed to tell him..and fast. just then kat started to slow down as we approached a large thick iron gate, covered with rust and plant life.
"okay guys, we are here. this is it frank." kat smiled as she placed a hand on my shoulder as if she was my mother. i let that thought wonder through my head. mother. i wished i had one, well a nice one. i felt a stroll down my cheek and i wiped it quickly.
"whats wrong frank?" gerard turned and asked me, concern flooding his voice. i put on a fake smile and laughed.
"wrong? nothings wrong, just a stupid fly!" i smiled. i hoped he saw through my lie. i didn't need anyone finding out about my life. it was too risky. i didn't want them to get hurt. not kat. not the girls. not the guys. and definately not gerard.
"Okay." gerard sighed. i had to admit i felt horrible lying to him, but it was for the best i guess.
"shall we enter then?" abi smiled, gently pushing past us and over to the gate. her hand was locked with mikeys as they moved like a snake. a chain of sorts.
"yup, lead the way abs." kat smiled and pushed open the gate with a deafening creak. abi slipped though followed by mikey, jazz, ray, megan, bob, kat, gerard and then me. the wood was lovely and serene. birds were calling from everywhere and squirrells were scrurring down trees. i smiled. the last i'd been in the woods was when...was when my dad left me here to die when i was 8. i couldn't think of that now... calm thoughts. i started to hyperventalate when i felt two hands grab my shoulder.
"frank? you sure you're okay?" gerard asked and i broke down. i let tears fall freely and i'd never felt so bad in my life.
"LOOK, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" i cried and ran off down into the woods. i kept running when i could here my name being called. i kept running when i heard desperate cries. i kept running when my tears threatened to drown me. i kept running until i saw a tall oak tree with thick branches. i slung my around my shoukders and started to climb. it wasn't that hard, i was pretty strong y'know...for a guy my size. i perched myself on a sturdy branches and let my feet dangle freely. i smiled. i felt weightless and happy. it's funny how the simple things in life can seem to make things better. then i remebered what i'd just done. i'd snapped at gerard and ran didn't it? i sighed and let a few more tears fall, hitting the leafy floor beneath me. if my parents loved me i'd be normal, if i was normal i'd have a great life, if i had a great life i wouldn't cut and if i didn't cut i wouldn't be so fucking sad all the time. everyones right. i can't hide from the truth. i am frank anthony iero, the emo cutting fag. i bowed my head and opened my bag to grab a notepad and pen. as soon as i got what i wanted i slung my back down off of the tree and let it land with a thud. i couldn't hear anything apart from the singing of nature. so beautiful, so inspiring.
"thats it!" i whispered to my self. i started to write a mess of words onto the notepad. what was i writing? a song, yes a song. one to play with my guitar. i began writing and got something which was (i'n my opinion) great.
Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and
I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running
But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold
Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold
But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...
All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
[x4]
As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun
And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever
"done..." i sighed. it needed a name...a name of which was suited to it perfectly. i'd think of one later...i knew i would. i re-read through the sing i'd just wrote and realised i'd wrote about myself and gerard. i smiled. i know what to call this now.
"demolition lovers...me and gerard." i sighed happily and realised i couldn't stay in this tree forever...no matter how much i wanted to. i went to get off the tree and realised something. my friends were gonna ask why i acting so cautious weren't they...should i tell them...could i tell them.
"yeah." i whispered aloud. i had to now, they all had a right to know. but how could i explain my life. the horrible beatings. the drug abuse i once turned to. the scars that almost sealed my fate. i breathed heavily. there was only one way i could tell them without talking that much... i pulled my shirt off of my body and sighed.
"this ought to do it." i smiled wearily. these scars were my past, you cpuld read them like a story. i traced the scars i had on my chest. they were harsh and cruel, all from my father by using a cracked wine bottle. i shuddered at the thought. my scars were cold to the touch. after reminising about the past for a few mintues i heard shouting from not that far away.
FRANK?! WHERE ARE YOU?!
i started to climb down the tree.
"Here...I'm Sorry Guys!" i half shouted as i reached the bottom of the tree. i looked up and saw the guys running towards me and stopping as they focused on the scars on my torso.
"i'm ready to tell you my story.....my whole story." i sighed as they stood still, none of them making a move.
"...sit down...this is gonna take awhile." is sighed before sitting down under the tree as the others did. i was ready, no turning back now...they were finally gonna know who frank antony iero was.
yay, i updated :D...was that a cliffhanger...i don't think it is...lol, please R&R and i will udate soon i promise :) i'm starting to get into a flow y'know...btw big plans for the next chapter...huge plans. as always, thanks for reading and see ya next chapter :)
Franks POV:
i was running, slower than usual but still fast, towards a place i'd never been before...the woods. gerard was at my side with a goofy smile and his eyes were shining bright. i smiled. gerard was so cute, even when he wasn't even trying. he was like a sex god or something, always looking smoking hot and sexy...wait, did i really just think that? god, i needed to tell him..and fast. just then kat started to slow down as we approached a large thick iron gate, covered with rust and plant life.
"okay guys, we are here. this is it frank." kat smiled as she placed a hand on my shoulder as if she was my mother. i let that thought wonder through my head. mother. i wished i had one, well a nice one. i felt a stroll down my cheek and i wiped it quickly.
"whats wrong frank?" gerard turned and asked me, concern flooding his voice. i put on a fake smile and laughed.
"wrong? nothings wrong, just a stupid fly!" i smiled. i hoped he saw through my lie. i didn't need anyone finding out about my life. it was too risky. i didn't want them to get hurt. not kat. not the girls. not the guys. and definately not gerard.
"Okay." gerard sighed. i had to admit i felt horrible lying to him, but it was for the best i guess.
"shall we enter then?" abi smiled, gently pushing past us and over to the gate. her hand was locked with mikeys as they moved like a snake. a chain of sorts.
"yup, lead the way abs." kat smiled and pushed open the gate with a deafening creak. abi slipped though followed by mikey, jazz, ray, megan, bob, kat, gerard and then me. the wood was lovely and serene. birds were calling from everywhere and squirrells were scrurring down trees. i smiled. the last i'd been in the woods was when...was when my dad left me here to die when i was 8. i couldn't think of that now... calm thoughts. i started to hyperventalate when i felt two hands grab my shoulder.
"frank? you sure you're okay?" gerard asked and i broke down. i let tears fall freely and i'd never felt so bad in my life.
"LOOK, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" i cried and ran off down into the woods. i kept running when i could here my name being called. i kept running when i heard desperate cries. i kept running when my tears threatened to drown me. i kept running until i saw a tall oak tree with thick branches. i slung my around my shoukders and started to climb. it wasn't that hard, i was pretty strong y'know...for a guy my size. i perched myself on a sturdy branches and let my feet dangle freely. i smiled. i felt weightless and happy. it's funny how the simple things in life can seem to make things better. then i remebered what i'd just done. i'd snapped at gerard and ran didn't it? i sighed and let a few more tears fall, hitting the leafy floor beneath me. if my parents loved me i'd be normal, if i was normal i'd have a great life, if i had a great life i wouldn't cut and if i didn't cut i wouldn't be so fucking sad all the time. everyones right. i can't hide from the truth. i am frank anthony iero, the emo cutting fag. i bowed my head and opened my bag to grab a notepad and pen. as soon as i got what i wanted i slung my back down off of the tree and let it land with a thud. i couldn't hear anything apart from the singing of nature. so beautiful, so inspiring.
"thats it!" i whispered to my self. i started to write a mess of words onto the notepad. what was i writing? a song, yes a song. one to play with my guitar. i began writing and got something which was (i'n my opinion) great.
Hand in mine, into your icy blues
And then I'd say to you we could take to the highway
With this trunk of ammunition too
I'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know just how much you mean to me
And after all the things we put each other through and
I would drive on to the end with you
A liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
And I feel like there's nothing left to do
But prove myself to you and we'll keep it running
But this time, I mean it
I'll let you know just how much you mean to me
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of everything
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold
Until the end, until this pool of blood
Until this, I mean this, I mean this
Until the end of...
I'm trying, I'm trying
To let you know how much you mean
As days fade, and nights grow
And we go cold
But this time, we'll show them
We'll show them all how much we mean
As snow falls on desert sky
Until the end of every...
All we are, all we are
Is bullets I mean this
[x4]
As lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms
Forever, forever
Like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
Forever, and ever
Know how much I want to show you you're the only one
Like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun
And as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
And as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
And in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
I'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
I'll meet your eyes, I mean this forever
"done..." i sighed. it needed a name...a name of which was suited to it perfectly. i'd think of one later...i knew i would. i re-read through the sing i'd just wrote and realised i'd wrote about myself and gerard. i smiled. i know what to call this now.
"demolition lovers...me and gerard." i sighed happily and realised i couldn't stay in this tree forever...no matter how much i wanted to. i went to get off the tree and realised something. my friends were gonna ask why i acting so cautious weren't they...should i tell them...could i tell them.
"yeah." i whispered aloud. i had to now, they all had a right to know. but how could i explain my life. the horrible beatings. the drug abuse i once turned to. the scars that almost sealed my fate. i breathed heavily. there was only one way i could tell them without talking that much... i pulled my shirt off of my body and sighed.
"this ought to do it." i smiled wearily. these scars were my past, you cpuld read them like a story. i traced the scars i had on my chest. they were harsh and cruel, all from my father by using a cracked wine bottle. i shuddered at the thought. my scars were cold to the touch. after reminising about the past for a few mintues i heard shouting from not that far away.
FRANK?! WHERE ARE YOU?!
i started to climb down the tree.
"Here...I'm Sorry Guys!" i half shouted as i reached the bottom of the tree. i looked up and saw the guys running towards me and stopping as they focused on the scars on my torso.
"i'm ready to tell you my story.....my whole story." i sighed as they stood still, none of them making a move.
"...sit down...this is gonna take awhile." is sighed before sitting down under the tree as the others did. i was ready, no turning back now...they were finally gonna know who frank antony iero was.
yay, i updated :D...was that a cliffhanger...i don't think it is...lol, please R&R and i will udate soon i promise :) i'm starting to get into a flow y'know...btw big plans for the next chapter...huge plans. as always, thanks for reading and see ya next chapter :)
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