Grimmjow's POV. he takes a walk and thinks a little on what he'll do if Aizen is killed.
Open My Eyes
I stood, leaving Kurono leaning against the wall. I pulled a cover off my bed and laid it over her. I walked off not really heading anywhere.
“Eh… I must be going insane”
How did I find myself drowning in this feeling? I still didn’t understand what it was that I felt towards Kurono but she used that word… love. That word, only 4 letters yet it meant so much. And when you add the words “I” and “You” to it, it gets even bigger. I feel like I'm on fire while I'm drowning. It was the same feeling I felt… over 100 years ago… I think. Someone in my… human life… I suppose… long ago…
“Don't go their idiot. Only death lay downs that road”
I shook my head, trying to dislodge the very thought of being human. I walked down random hallways and fond myself outside that woman's room. Ulquiorra was no where in sight. I opened the door and the girl jumped. She gave me the dumbest look. Why do the so called “Pure of Heart” have to be idiots?
I just looked at her, not really knowing why I was even here
“Why are you here?”
She looked scarred
“Do I scare you?”
“Liar. You're so afraid, you're sweating”
The woman looked at the ground
I leaned against the wall by the open door. The moonlight shined threw the window and threw the girl’s shadow on the floor
I looked up at her and she looked sad
“She’s lost. She needs someone like her that will let her be her”
“That makes no sense”
“What would you do if Aizen got defeated?”
With even a thought I answered
“After killing Ichigo I’d take Kurono and go somewhere”
The girl looked at my blankly. That stare wanted me to hurt her
“Do you think Kurono would still love you if you killed Ichigo?”
I furrowed my brow
“Shut up! It doesn’t matter. Ichigo will have to fight me either way. It's the fate that’s set in motion. I can't change it and neither can you.”
“You could, if you just took Kurono and left”
“Meh, too late for that.”
I got up from the wall and headed out the door, bored with where the conversation was going.
“There's only one fate I can change and that’s Kurono’s. She will never see loneliness ever again.”
I left without another word.
“I am insane”
I need to open my eyes… it will all be just a dream. This feeling and Kurono will disappear. If only I could open my eyes. But I can’t; I don't want to