Categories > Celebrities > My Chemical Romance > "Stand up fucking tall. Don't let them see your back and take my fucking hand and never be afraid again"3 Reviews
Mikey tried to help. He tried talking to me and spending time with me but I just pushed him away. Mum tried to help too but I cut her off much like with Mikey. Soon I only left my room to go to school. Even then I had days I would just not get up.
Then I started spending weeks off school, just staying in my room. Never leaving unless to do the necessities. I didn’t even shower. It had gotten so bad I brought a coffee maker into my room because I can’t live without coffee!
Now it’s been three years. Three long years of living where ever I can. I still have my old phone with me. For the first year Mikey and Mum would call and text me but I just ignored them. I read and listened to any messages later but never reply to them.
At first I lived with an old friend of mine but he chucked me out when he found out I was gay. Oh yeah did I mention that? Well there you go! Well I guess I should introduce myself. My name is Gerard Arthur Way, I’m 17 and was born on the 9th April. In my old school I was the “Emo fag” and have that burnt on my chest from a not so chance beating at school.
I am sober now, after three years I got clean. Also no drugs and I’m not suicidal anymore. I used to be terrible. Drunk, depressed and well, you get it. But now I’m better and I want to make amends with my family. If they even remember me anymore. I wonder if they will take me back even from what I put them through…