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As i watched Gerard dance his way over to Frank i felt my heart get torn in half.As it did every time this happened.You would think i was used to it by now,especially since it was just a stage act.Sure they had actually been 'together' in the past but that was all over.Now it was mearly a act t get the fans to go insane.I wanted so bad to just yell 'STOP!' at them but i couldnt,'nor could i tear my eyes away when Gee crashed his lips down on Frankie.Frankie was so talented,playing his guitar throug the kiss....i shuttered where i stood and tore my eyes away as the fans began their deafening wails of..well..i dont really know what is was to be honest.Mabey approval?Happieness?I shook all the thought fram my head and concentrated on my bass.Willing the guitar solo to end so Gerard would have to get him to sing.Finally i heard Gee's voice come back. "Forget about the dirty looks,the photographs your boyfriend took.You said you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and fraied out!...." he went on.I couldnt help but steal a quick glance over at Frank.He looked far away and deep in thought.as the song came to a close,i strummed the last few notes.I smiled remembering that that was the last song,so i could soon go back to the bus and look for a razer.Ill only do it once this time...i just need somthing to wash away the pain,and i wasnt resorting to drugs at any cost. "Goodnight Dallas!We love you and hope to see you again soon!" Gerard yelled and we all trotted off stage.Well Frankie actually ran,but the rest of us just trotted/speed walked.Dont get me wrong,we all LOVE concerts and fans and all that,but we all like to rest after somthing that tireing.We all walked into the dressing room and found frankie in a sprinters position.When Bob walked in he ran full speed at him and jumped staight for him.Bob whirled his back to him and ducked,with only caused Frank to lan on his back ganing him a piggy back ride.Had he planned that? "What are you doing you skittle crazy midget?!" Bob hollared through laughs.He certainly was in a good mood tonight.Just then the thought of my awaiting razer popped back into my head,but i knew id have to thrrough the sea of fans outside to get to the bus.I sighed and said "Guys,ima just go meet the fans and head back to the bus."I ran my eyes across them all who nodded in a approval except Frankie.He blushedand looked down,wait BLUSHED?! My mind must be playing tricks on me.I shook it off and headed for the door.I looked down at my watch and it read 11:47.Mabey there wont be many fans aftter all.I pushed open the door,only to be greeted by one girl and the cold,crisp December air.Her lips twitched into a small smile as she took in my confused exspreshion. "They all left about an hour ago.I knew that you,at least,or Ray woulld come this way.Mind if we talk?" she said.As much as i wanted to get to my razer i had a feeling that told me i shouldnt turn her down. "Sure." i said in my think 'New Jersy' accent.She smiled a little bigger and this time i could see that it reached her eyes. "So," she started "You know that the fans will always be here for you right?" she asked catching me off aurd wil the unusual question. "Of course."I said shaking my head. "Good,well...i can sorta tell that you like him...bt nobody else really can.i dont guess." she said.My breath hitched in my throught.Did she really know i liked Frank? "What do mean?" i asked trying to sound un-shaken,but failing probally.She rolled her eyes at me and smirked. "I know you like Frankie,dont even try to lie Mikey." she stated. "I wont tell the others though,and I think he likes you to.Im not very sure though 'cuz of the whole 'Frerard' thing." i cringed at the word.Oh great i think she saw i to. "I saw that,toaster boy.But,somtimes you have to trust fat,go out on a limb,let what happenes happen." I groaned in protest.This kid was to smart! "Yeah,but what if that limb breaks?" i asked feeling like i now had the upper hand but still sad that i wasnt the only one who knew about my love for Frank.The smirk returned to her face when she said "You find a new tree to climb." I felt my heart sink at the words,because i didnt want a tree,i wanted frank. "And dont you dare do it again,Mikey.Or i can garuntee that i will haunt you in your dreams from guilt." She added,with hummor gone from her face,pointing at my wrist witch had scars.My braclet covering them must have slipped out of place.I pulled it back into possition and looked down,now feeling a bit ashamed. "Mikey,dont feel to bad about it....we've all been there..and..umm...some are still there."she said in a hushed voice.I looked up slightly to find her rubbing her arm. "You c-cut?" i asked stuttering.She drew in a deep breath and pulled up her sleve,revealing scars.Some old,some semi-recent,and hen there was two that must have been made within the week. "Why are you telling me no to do it,when you do it yourself?" i asked feeling a slight twinge of irritation slash through me.She smirked again and hid her eyes in her fringe. "Because your life is worth somthing.You have people who love you,a bed to sleep in,food in your stomack,your one of the people who positivly affect lives everyday.Saving them even.I,on the other hand,have nobody,i live on the street,eat whatever food people spare me,and nobody could possibly be affected by me in any way.I could barly save myself,let alone others." She said as a silent,single tear rolled down her cheek.My brain just shut down,then kicked into overdrive. "What do you mean by:you have nobody,live on the street,eat whatever food people spare you?A-are you homeless?" i asked and a whole flood of tears rolled silently down her cheeks. "Yes.M-my family disowned me because i was a emo.They said i was a disscrace and a mistake.Ive been l-living on the edges of what you call 'life'." she said breaking in a few places.I knew i couldnt leave her out here to die eventually.I grabbed her bythe hand and lead her to the bus. "W-what are you d-doing?" she asked whimpering.I smiled to myself. "Adopting you." I said.She drew in a harp breath and jerked her head up revealing the tear stains on her cheeks.A smile rapidly swallowed her face.I opened the door bus and felt her sigh contentment at the warm air that hit us when we stepped in.In the lighting i could see that she was a street kid.She was covered in dirt and her clothes were too.She was so skinny that you could vividly see her ribs through her shirt. "Why dont you go take a shower and ill wash your cloths." i said and her lit up at the words "shower" and "wash". "Thank you so much!I cant believe your doing this for me!" she said throwing her arms around me. "Well you are my daughter now." i said smiling.She chuckled and said "Wheres the bathroom,dad?" and i joined in on the laughter.I pointed down the hallway she took off only turning around to say "Ill leave my clothes outside the door." I just shook my head and replayed what all had just hapened.
1.i found out that someone other than me knows about my crush on Frank.
2.i found out that someone other than me knows im cutting.
3.i had just adopted a kid off the street...and wait...i dont even know her name.
Great.Oh well ill ask her when she gets out.I walked down the hall and grabbed the clothes she had left folded at the door to the bathroom.for a street kid,she sure was neat.As i walked into the tiney room that was just big enough for a washer and dryer,i heard the bus door open.Their voices were mumbled by the washers noise.I ran out to the to tell themthe news about how i now had a child.But i smacked right into frank.Knocking us both to the ground and i quickly ducked my head to hide my now scarlet cheeks.Their eyes widened when they saw me. "Mikey?" Frank asked. "Why do you have the shower running if youre out here?" he asked.I drew in a deep breath and let my words gush out with happieness. "Well their wa this fane girl out side,she was the only one in fact.The others had given up and she was so down to earth,and she was a street kid!She was so smart and nice and well guess what!? i just adopted her!" i gshed and at first they all looked confused.Then all their mouths formed and "O".I was starting to et a little woried but that was quickly washed away when they stretched into smiles.Bob was the first to start fireing off questions about her. "What does she look like?"he asked.A mental picture flashed though my head and i automatically described her. "Black hair,about franks height,blue eyes,very smart,well mannered,neat,and...well...she cuts."i said and their eyes and mouths frowned.Frank put a sympathetic hand on my shoulder and it sent armys of butterflies through my stomack. "It's okay,we'll all help her through it." he said,his brown eyes boring into mine making me loose myself.I barly could mumble a response. "T-thanks F-frank." i said and he looked down hiding into his fringe.I heard a litte giggle come frome behinde me and i whirled around to see my new daughter wrapped up in a towl watching me and Frank on the floor.I hadnt even heard the water shut off.The washing machine buzzer went off almost as if on cue and i got to my feet and held my hand out to Frank for help up.He smiled and took my hand.His hand shot lightning bolts through my arm.I turned for the washroom as soon as Frank let go of my hand.I nodded my head to my new daughter,telling her to fallow me.She smirked and walked behide me.She didnt seem uncomfortable even though she was,besides the towl,naked in front of five guys she barly knew.Except me,she seemed to know everything about me.Once we were in the washroom i swapped her clothes into the dryer and turned to face her. "Whats your name by the way?" i asked with a smile on my lips.She giggled and said "Amy".I relized she was still in nothing else than a towl so i decided she needed at least a shirt long enough to be a a niht gown for her.Bob. "Stay here!" i said and ranout the door. "Bob!I need one of your t-shirts!" iyelled running into the lounge area.Bob looked confused for a second,but then dissapeard into the bunck area,then re-arreard about a minut later with an oversized baseball jersy. "Thanks." i sighed and ran back to Amy.As i came through the door i saw he leaning against the wall,smirking at me. "I saw you and Frank on the floor.And i think Gee knows how you feel." My jaw hit the floor and i dropped the shirt in my hand.She sighed and said "Well he is your brother mikey.You should have told him as soon as you knew how you felt.".I knew she wasright so i just picked up the shirt and handed it to her. "Just come out when our ready.I know they will want to ask you a million questions." i smirked and stepped out and right into Frank again. "Oh,um..Sorry Frank." i mumbled helping him up again,lightning bolts going through my arms again.He smiled and pulled me by the hand back to the couch.They were all waiting fo either me or Amy. "She'll be out in a minut,guys."i said and they all nodded and Gee flicked on the TV and put in a movie.Apperantly it wasgoing to be a movie night for us all.Then i remembered that Amy was probally starving.I ran into the kitchen and rummaged through the fridge until i found stuff to make a sammage.And yes i like to call it a 'sammage' not a 'sandwitch' because,i mean,who would want to eat a food that sounds like 'sandy witch'?Not me.I put it on a plate and headed back into the lounge to find them all sitting on the couch,bulldozing her with questions. "Want some fresh food,Amy?" i asked and immeadeatly she jumped up and ran to me,with sparkling eyes.I chuckled and gave her the plate and watched her attack the sammage.It was only a couple of seconds before it was intirely gone.She smiled and walked into the kitchen.She went straight to the sink and washed,dryed,and put up the plate.I am seriously liking Amy!Shes polite,clean,sweet.She smiled and walked back to thecouch and plopped down next to Gee and said "What we watchin'?" he smirked and said "Halloween".Her whole face lit up at that. "Thats my favorite movie ever!As well al my favorite holiday!" and wih that he hit play and i hit the floor next to the couch.
SO WHATCHA THINK?