I could barly concentrate on whatstrings i was playing.My mind was,yet agan,over loaded with a certain bass player.I stole a quick glance at him,only to find him with his eyes closed and smiling as he played.I would love to think that he was smiling because he was thinking of me,but i just couldnt lie to myself about that.Mikey was straight as far as we all know.He's never had a boyfriend,only girlfriends.I quicklyy turned my head as he slowly opened his eyes in my direction.Only then did I notice Gee dancing his way over to me.I knew what was coming and it killed a little of me every time.I just kept on playing as i felt his lips crsh against mine.I eased the pain a little by imagining it was Mikey kissing me.I was just happy that this was the last song and we were already on the singing part again.I was trying to imagine so much,i guess that i didnt notice that Ge had pulled away. "Forget about the dirty looks,the photographs your boyfriend took.Yous said you rad me like a book,but the pages are all torn and frayed out!.." he went right on.I couldnt elp but think of any practicl way to get Mikey.I could just tell him,but what if he doesnt like me back?He would never treat me like his brother again,he wouldnt even come near me.The whole band would be akward.The only person other than me that knew i liked Mikey,was Ray.I haad been sleep talking one night and Ray was the only one still awake to hear it.That night wa pretty akward for the both of us.
My eyes fluttered open because someone was shaking me.Whoever it is better have a good reason for pulling me out of my dream,it was the best ive had in my life.
Mikey and I were sitting on a couch,arms around each other as tight as they would go,watching 'The Night Before Christmas'.All of a sudden,he bent down and whispered "I love you so much Frankie." and without a second thought i said "Ive always loved you Mikes."
And then my dream over because of the shaker.I opned my blurry eyes to a smirking Ray. "Did you know that you sleep talk,dude?" he aske.At first my slow sleepy didnt process whathe ment,thenit hit me like 'face-palm'.I jerked my head around in all directions to see who all had heard. "Im the only one who heard you ,Frankie.Dont worry,i wont tell." he chuckled.I wasso relieved that i just pulled him into a huge hug.
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I had just noticed that the song was abou a couple seconds from being done and i was relieved out of my head!I loved the fas,the band,the touring,everything.But I just really felt like being with Mikey right now.Mabey i could talk him into getting some coffee with me after the show,and i would try to tell him then.Mabey,but probally not. "Goodnight Dallas!We love you and hope to see you again soon!" Gerard said and we all tritted off the stage,actually i ran.I was in despeate need of a piggy back ride.I ran and stopped in the dressing room and crouched into a sprinters possition. here bobby,bobby.Frankie wants a piggy back ride! i thought.As if on cue they all walked in,Bob a little behinde.I made a hand movement signaling Gee to move.HE did as i comanded and just in time.Bob walked in and i ran full speed at him.I jumped right at him. i got him now! ithought to myself.He whirled around and crouched down,giving me the perfect target.I was getting that piggy back ride!I fell neatly on his back and latched my arms around his neck. perfection. i mentally smrked,as wll as really smirking. "What are you doing,you skittle crazy little midget?!" he hallored whilst laughing.He must be happy tonight.Mikey sighed and automatically i pad very close attention to him. "Guys,ima just go meet the fans and head back to the bus." he said.His head swurved across the room looking at everyone.They all nodded in approval but me.When he looke at me,i relized i had been staring for who knows how long!I blushed a deep scarlet and looked down,trying to hide into my hair.I hopped he didnt see it.Bob chllenged Gerard to a guitar hero war. "Oh its on!" Ge shouted.Bob looked back at me with hopefull eyes,and i knew wat he wanted.I climbed down,giving up my piggy bcak ride. "You owe me one now." I said smirking.He just rolled his eyes and said sure.Ray was already listening to his ipod,headbanging softly with the music.I decided to just draw somthing.I wasnt as good as Gee,but at least you could tell my horse from my person.I let y mind fill with imags with Mikey and in no time i had drawn a reasonably good portrait.I felt a tap on my shoulder and i spun around to a smirking Ray. "y'know,if your trying to hide your crush from them,you shouldnt really be doing that." he said pointing at my drawing.I pulled away my hand to find that i had absent-mindely draw hearts all around him.I sighed shoved the now folded peice of paper in my pocket.Gerard switched off the game,making Bob groan in protest. "Time to load up guys!" he said.I didnt really feel like wadeing throught the pool of fans that were sure to be waiting.But i did want to be with Mikey.I sucked it up and walked out the door behinde Gee.At the opening of the door,we were greeted with cool,crisp December air.The parking lot was empty.We quickaly made our way to the bus,it is cold out here!We walked into the bus,and the first thing i noticed was that the shower is going.I started walking to the bunk area but was crashed to the ground suddenly.I jerked my head to in astonishment to find a mortified Mikey.He went a deep scarlt and looked down.I couldnt imagine why he would just have the water running to be running. "Mikey?" i asked. "Why do you have the shower running if your out here?" i finished.He pulled in a deep breath and looked up with a happy smile.Oh gosh,what has he done? "Well there was this fan girl outside,she was the only one in fact.The others had given up and she was so down to Earth,and she was a street kid!She ws so smart and nice,and guess what!?I just adopted her!" he gushed,radiating happieness.He,..he what?I felt my face go into shock as i relized that he had just gotten what he all ways said he wanted.A child.I couldnt help but let a smile take over my face.I wanted to hug him tight and say "Im so happy for you!",but i restrained.I wanted to hold him,i wanted t jump up and down,i wanted to kiss him. "What does she look like?" Bob blurted out.Mikey looked thoughtful for a second. "Black har,about Franks height," my stomach lurched into butterflys when he said my name "blue eyes,very smart,well mannored,neat,and....well....she cuts."He finishd.He looked sad at the last part so i put a sympathetic hand on his shoulder.I had to force out the words though my butterfly infested body "It's okay,we'll all help he thrugh it." i said,thankful i didnt break anywhere.He was starring into my eyes as he said "T-thanks F-frank." He was so cute when he mumbled.All of a sudden,that song "Trouble" by NeverShoutNever flooded my head...it was weird how much that song described Mikey to me.I heard a soft little giggle come from behinde the now blushing Mikey.I looked up to see the girl that mus be Mikey's new daughter.She was asa beautiful as you could ever hope your child to be.Mikey stood up and held a hand out for me to take.I lost my breath as our skin touched.Reluctantly,i let go.He turned and walked towards the washroom,nodding his head for the girl to fallow.She had a smirk on her mouth,but other than that,she was tottaly at ease.A couple minuts later,he came running back yelling. "Bob!I need one of your t-shirts!" Bob looked at him like he ws crazy at first,thendissapeared into the bunk area.He came back out a few seconds later with an oversized baseball jersy. "Thanks." Mikey sighed before running back.I remembered what Gee had said on the walk to the bus then. We're having a movie night,tonight! I when to go and get Mikey and...um...i guess i dont know her name but oh well.Mikey,sudenly,walked straight out of the room,and right into me,again. "Oh um,...sorry frank."He mumbled helping me up.I kept a tigh hold on his hand and pulled him back to the cuch."She'll be out in a minut,guys."he said.The others wer already sitting when Mikey suddenly pulled free of my grasp and walke int the kitchen.I sighed and sat next to Bob.Just then,the girl waled in andsat next to Gee.Ray smiled and asked her for her name.She grinned very big and said "Amy." It's a real pretty for her,it suits her.Just then Mikey reappeared with a sandwaitch. "Want some fresh food,Amy?"he asked.She suddenly evaporate from the couch and materialized by Mikey.He chuckled and gave her the food.It was gone in under 20 seconds.A record i think.I stared at Mikeys perfect face,until he turned to watch Amy head into the kitchen.She came out and sat next to Gee again. "What we watchin'?" she asked.Gerard smirked and said "Halloween." Her whole face lit up even more at his one simple word. "Thats my avorite movie ever!As well as my favorite holiday!" she said sooting a smile at me.I got the message. /i remember your b-day.Happy late birth day frankie./it seemed to say.I just happily winked back at her.Then Gee hit play and Mikey say infront of me on the floor.About a hour into the movie,everyone was asleep but me and Amy.I had started to play with Mikeys hair. "You like him,dont you?"she asked. "I..i..umm.." I stuttered.She smirked and said "I thought as much.You should tell him,he wont be mad."she said.I gave her a small smile. "Thanks,but its a little harder than it seems." I said looking down at Mikey.He was so beautiful. "People can surprise,Frankie.Night." she said,then turned on her side and went to sleep.I sighed and bent down next to Mikey. "I love you,Mikey." I said then kissed hs forehead.I layed back and just when the darkness was about to comsume me,i sware i heard mikey say my name.
i know i havent updated in a while,so i made this one extremly long(i think) so love it?