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It's Just Love.
3 ReviewsTears, Shouting And More Tears. Heart To Hearts And Hearts Torn Apart. Read On...
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Gerards POV:
"How?! This doesn't make any sense! He was fine yesterday!" I almost screamed.
"These things happen rarely but your friend's severe trauma might have caused this." She explained calmly. I felt like ripping her fucking throat out.
"When will he wake up?" I asked, anxious to know an answer. She looked down at a clip board she was holding.
"We haven't ran the proper tests but from previous cases like this it could be anything from a week to 5 years." She admitted. My eyes nearly popped out of my skull with shock.
"FIVE YEARS?!" I screamed only to recieve a hush from the other doctors looking over Frank. The female doctor infront of me rolled her eyes.
"Yes, but thats only in extreme cases. He's in a stable condition so when he wakes up he'll be fine. No need to worry sir. He should be up soon. A few years tops." She smiled. I gave her a death glare.
"A few years?!" I screamed only to recieve yet another hush from the doctors. I rolled my eyes at them.
"I'm afraid so. But please do not worry! From what we can gather, Franks a fighter. He'll make it." She smiled as she tried to lift my sprits. She was failing... Epically. I opened my mouth to respond but my phone vibrated in my pocket.
"One second." I said to the nurse in a rushed tone as I fumbled with my phone. I pressed the tiny buttons and a message illuminated on the screen.
ONE NEW MESSAGE FROM 'MIKEY'.
I smiled and pressed the 'open' button.
Hey Gee!
Me and Abi brought Frank some pansys. Hope he likes 'em.
We'll be down in fives mins with Kat, Ray and Bob.
Megan and Jazz are at Hot Topic. Again.
Love ya bro XD
From the Mikesterrr
I frowned a little. It was sweet of them to buy frank some flowers... I only wish he was awake to see them. I felt a tear escape from my cheek.
"Are you okay Sir?" the nurse asked me. I looked at her and got angry.
"Am I okay? AM I OKAY?! OF COURSE NOT! FRANK IS PRACTICALLY DEAD!" I screamed and flopped down onto the nearest chair. The nurse looked at me sadly. Her pager beeped suddenly making her jump. She looked down at it and gave it a confused look.
"M. Way And Guests?" She said. I smiled.
"My brother and our friends." I explained. The nurse nodded and looked at the doctors who were leaving.
"Well, I'll go and send them down here. Franks check-up is over and nothing’s wrong with him. We'll get the results to you ASAP." She smiled and walked out of the room. I walked over to Frank and grasped his hand. It held barely any warmth. I frowned.
"Oh Frank, We'll get through this. I promise." I smiled and planted a small kiss on his wrist. I looked at him as he slept. His features were soft and delicate. I smiled.
"Even when you're out cold you look like an angel." I grinned. I sighed almost amediatly after.
"It's okay Gee. You're aloud to smile Y'know." I heard a voice whisper. I looked behind me and saw Bob. He was alone.
"Hey Bob... I... It's just with all thts gone on, I feel almost guilty smiling." I admitted. Bob walked over to me and wrapped his large arms around me. I felt safe.
"Dude. Franks gonna be fine. Just, Get on with life as normal. I promise you he'll be fine." He smiled and let me go. Bob was like a brother. I smiled.
"Thanks Bob. I'm gonna call you Bobbert." I laughed. Bob laughed too.
"See, You should be able to smile. It's what Frank will want." He said truly. He was right. I looked around behind him to see if I could see Mikey, Abi or Ray. I frowned.
"Where are they?" I asked Bob. He chuckled softly.
"Oh, Abi dropped Frank's flowers and a doctor ran over them with a bed. She's trying to find the hospital shop to get more. She's dragged Mikey along with her and Ray's taking a leak...Oh and Kat's Re-applying her eyeliner...Y'know like flicky. Meh. I suck at girly shiz. " Bob said plainly in his 'Bob' tone of voice. I stiffled a laugh at the thought of Mikey running around after A girl on a mission to shop and Kat perfecting her eyeliner.
"Thanks for that..Er... cructial info Bob." I said awkwardly as I tried to hide my laughter. Bob grinned.
"It is funny." He laughed. I nodded and laughed too. Mikey, Abi, Kat and Ray burst through the door carrying the largest sunflower I had ever seen. Abi was giggling as the sunflower Almost towered above her. Kat was blinking furiously as her eyeliner dried. Mikey was staring at Abi...Creepy. Ray was just smiling.
"I'll leave all of you guys alone; Besides, I've gotta take care of some..er...stuff." Bob smiled as he walked out of the room. I rolled my eyes. Bob went from caring and warm to mysterious and strange in 0.04 seconds.
"Hey Geeeee! How's Frankie? He sleeping?" Kat smiled as she tackle hugged me. I sighed and she looked me in the eyes.
"No...No no no no no." She said with slight terror in her voice. Her eyes were filling up with tears which made me wonder why I wasn't crying.
"Kat?" Ray asked and put his hand on her shoulder. She batted him off almost instantly.
"Tell them." she whispered to me as she fought back tears. I couldn't help it. I started to cry too.
"F-Frank... He.. He... He's In A C-coma." I cried and buried my head into kats shoulder. She hugged me as I hugged her. I needed someone to hug.
"W-What?" Mikey nearly screamed. I looked at him with tears in my eyes and nodded.
"Oh My God." Abi whispered and dropped the flower. Mikey came over to me and wrapped his arm around my free shoulder.
"Everyone out." Mikey said with no emotion. I looked at him with a funny look. He eyes were cold but held tears. I started to cry again.
"But Mikey..." Abi started to say. She looked almost scared.
"I SAID OUT." Mikey screamed. Kat jumped up and grabbed Abi's hand before running out of the room. Abi was sniffling terribly. She always did that before she cried. Ray gave mikey a glare.
"She Is Crying." Ray hissed and walked out of the room; slamming it shut after. I looked at Mikey who had sagged down and was crying softly.
"Mikey? Why?" I asked him. He looked at me with the same eyes I had and sighed.
"You were upset, I thought that everyone being there was just making you cry harder. Thye needed to leave." He said as he took off his glasses and wiped them with his misfits t-shirt.
"But.. You made your girlfriend cry! You've never done something like that before..." I trailed off. Mikey sighed and looked at me.
"I feel terrible about it... But you come first bro. Family and all that..." He admitted. I groaned and looked at Frank. I half smiled.
"He'd be so ashamed of us all right now..." I sighed. Mikey frowned and dried his tears.
"How so Gee?" He asked.
"Well, You for making Abi cry, Kat for crying, Ray for getting pissed at you, Abi for dropping his flowers..twice and me for..well...for not being there for him." I started to cry. Mikey wrapped his arms around me and rocked my gently.
"Gee, Don't beat yourself up about it..." He sighed. I shook my head in disagreement.
"But, if I had just got to him earlier. He... He would have been fine. He wouldn't have slit his wrists, end up in hospital, been beaten up... If he didn't meet me, his life would have been so much better..." I cried. Mikey slapped me around the cheek.
"Lies. If he had never met you he would be dead Gee. and you know it." He said strongly. I didn't want to listen.
"I could have SAVED him Mikes. If anything I doomed him." I cried more. Mikey stayed silent for a few mintues, sniffling occassionally. I stopped crying.
"Are you okay now Gee?" Mikey asked. I looked around at Frank. His sleeping face pulled into a cute smile.
"I have to be strong Mikes. Not just for me; For Frankie. He needs me more than ever... And even though he can't hear me or see me... Or even know i'm here. I can feel it in my soul that he knows I'm with him." I smiled. Mikey nodded and smiled softly.
"You gonna be there for him when he wakes up?" Mikey asked. I grinned.
"You Bet'cha Mikes. I'll be there, every day, no matter how long it takes. I'll be there. I promise." I said with a strength unknow to me. Mikey put his hand on my shoulder.
"You really love him don't ya Geetard." He grinned. I nodded.
"I love him more than life it's self. I love him more than the life he doesn't have. It's unexplainable. It's just love."
hi guys! hope you liked it! next chapter won't be up for a while since i'm going on holiday to france with my school >.< I am gonna be so hungry since i'm a fussy eater >.< ME NO WANT TO EAT SNAILS! Well; please R&R and I'll start on the next chapter as soon as i'm back.
All my love
Jodie xoxoxo
NOTE: I've gotten back from holiday!!! I just wanna say that I won't be able to update till sunday as I just need to get school out of the way first XD K? Thanks Bai!
Gerards POV:
"How?! This doesn't make any sense! He was fine yesterday!" I almost screamed.
"These things happen rarely but your friend's severe trauma might have caused this." She explained calmly. I felt like ripping her fucking throat out.
"When will he wake up?" I asked, anxious to know an answer. She looked down at a clip board she was holding.
"We haven't ran the proper tests but from previous cases like this it could be anything from a week to 5 years." She admitted. My eyes nearly popped out of my skull with shock.
"FIVE YEARS?!" I screamed only to recieve a hush from the other doctors looking over Frank. The female doctor infront of me rolled her eyes.
"Yes, but thats only in extreme cases. He's in a stable condition so when he wakes up he'll be fine. No need to worry sir. He should be up soon. A few years tops." She smiled. I gave her a death glare.
"A few years?!" I screamed only to recieve yet another hush from the doctors. I rolled my eyes at them.
"I'm afraid so. But please do not worry! From what we can gather, Franks a fighter. He'll make it." She smiled as she tried to lift my sprits. She was failing... Epically. I opened my mouth to respond but my phone vibrated in my pocket.
"One second." I said to the nurse in a rushed tone as I fumbled with my phone. I pressed the tiny buttons and a message illuminated on the screen.
ONE NEW MESSAGE FROM 'MIKEY'.
I smiled and pressed the 'open' button.
Hey Gee!
Me and Abi brought Frank some pansys. Hope he likes 'em.
We'll be down in fives mins with Kat, Ray and Bob.
Megan and Jazz are at Hot Topic. Again.
Love ya bro XD
From the Mikesterrr
I frowned a little. It was sweet of them to buy frank some flowers... I only wish he was awake to see them. I felt a tear escape from my cheek.
"Are you okay Sir?" the nurse asked me. I looked at her and got angry.
"Am I okay? AM I OKAY?! OF COURSE NOT! FRANK IS PRACTICALLY DEAD!" I screamed and flopped down onto the nearest chair. The nurse looked at me sadly. Her pager beeped suddenly making her jump. She looked down at it and gave it a confused look.
"M. Way And Guests?" She said. I smiled.
"My brother and our friends." I explained. The nurse nodded and looked at the doctors who were leaving.
"Well, I'll go and send them down here. Franks check-up is over and nothing’s wrong with him. We'll get the results to you ASAP." She smiled and walked out of the room. I walked over to Frank and grasped his hand. It held barely any warmth. I frowned.
"Oh Frank, We'll get through this. I promise." I smiled and planted a small kiss on his wrist. I looked at him as he slept. His features were soft and delicate. I smiled.
"Even when you're out cold you look like an angel." I grinned. I sighed almost amediatly after.
"It's okay Gee. You're aloud to smile Y'know." I heard a voice whisper. I looked behind me and saw Bob. He was alone.
"Hey Bob... I... It's just with all thts gone on, I feel almost guilty smiling." I admitted. Bob walked over to me and wrapped his large arms around me. I felt safe.
"Dude. Franks gonna be fine. Just, Get on with life as normal. I promise you he'll be fine." He smiled and let me go. Bob was like a brother. I smiled.
"Thanks Bob. I'm gonna call you Bobbert." I laughed. Bob laughed too.
"See, You should be able to smile. It's what Frank will want." He said truly. He was right. I looked around behind him to see if I could see Mikey, Abi or Ray. I frowned.
"Where are they?" I asked Bob. He chuckled softly.
"Oh, Abi dropped Frank's flowers and a doctor ran over them with a bed. She's trying to find the hospital shop to get more. She's dragged Mikey along with her and Ray's taking a leak...Oh and Kat's Re-applying her eyeliner...Y'know like flicky. Meh. I suck at girly shiz. " Bob said plainly in his 'Bob' tone of voice. I stiffled a laugh at the thought of Mikey running around after A girl on a mission to shop and Kat perfecting her eyeliner.
"Thanks for that..Er... cructial info Bob." I said awkwardly as I tried to hide my laughter. Bob grinned.
"It is funny." He laughed. I nodded and laughed too. Mikey, Abi, Kat and Ray burst through the door carrying the largest sunflower I had ever seen. Abi was giggling as the sunflower Almost towered above her. Kat was blinking furiously as her eyeliner dried. Mikey was staring at Abi...Creepy. Ray was just smiling.
"I'll leave all of you guys alone; Besides, I've gotta take care of some..er...stuff." Bob smiled as he walked out of the room. I rolled my eyes. Bob went from caring and warm to mysterious and strange in 0.04 seconds.
"Hey Geeeee! How's Frankie? He sleeping?" Kat smiled as she tackle hugged me. I sighed and she looked me in the eyes.
"No...No no no no no." She said with slight terror in her voice. Her eyes were filling up with tears which made me wonder why I wasn't crying.
"Kat?" Ray asked and put his hand on her shoulder. She batted him off almost instantly.
"Tell them." she whispered to me as she fought back tears. I couldn't help it. I started to cry too.
"F-Frank... He.. He... He's In A C-coma." I cried and buried my head into kats shoulder. She hugged me as I hugged her. I needed someone to hug.
"W-What?" Mikey nearly screamed. I looked at him with tears in my eyes and nodded.
"Oh My God." Abi whispered and dropped the flower. Mikey came over to me and wrapped his arm around my free shoulder.
"Everyone out." Mikey said with no emotion. I looked at him with a funny look. He eyes were cold but held tears. I started to cry again.
"But Mikey..." Abi started to say. She looked almost scared.
"I SAID OUT." Mikey screamed. Kat jumped up and grabbed Abi's hand before running out of the room. Abi was sniffling terribly. She always did that before she cried. Ray gave mikey a glare.
"She Is Crying." Ray hissed and walked out of the room; slamming it shut after. I looked at Mikey who had sagged down and was crying softly.
"Mikey? Why?" I asked him. He looked at me with the same eyes I had and sighed.
"You were upset, I thought that everyone being there was just making you cry harder. Thye needed to leave." He said as he took off his glasses and wiped them with his misfits t-shirt.
"But.. You made your girlfriend cry! You've never done something like that before..." I trailed off. Mikey sighed and looked at me.
"I feel terrible about it... But you come first bro. Family and all that..." He admitted. I groaned and looked at Frank. I half smiled.
"He'd be so ashamed of us all right now..." I sighed. Mikey frowned and dried his tears.
"How so Gee?" He asked.
"Well, You for making Abi cry, Kat for crying, Ray for getting pissed at you, Abi for dropping his flowers..twice and me for..well...for not being there for him." I started to cry. Mikey wrapped his arms around me and rocked my gently.
"Gee, Don't beat yourself up about it..." He sighed. I shook my head in disagreement.
"But, if I had just got to him earlier. He... He would have been fine. He wouldn't have slit his wrists, end up in hospital, been beaten up... If he didn't meet me, his life would have been so much better..." I cried. Mikey slapped me around the cheek.
"Lies. If he had never met you he would be dead Gee. and you know it." He said strongly. I didn't want to listen.
"I could have SAVED him Mikes. If anything I doomed him." I cried more. Mikey stayed silent for a few mintues, sniffling occassionally. I stopped crying.
"Are you okay now Gee?" Mikey asked. I looked around at Frank. His sleeping face pulled into a cute smile.
"I have to be strong Mikes. Not just for me; For Frankie. He needs me more than ever... And even though he can't hear me or see me... Or even know i'm here. I can feel it in my soul that he knows I'm with him." I smiled. Mikey nodded and smiled softly.
"You gonna be there for him when he wakes up?" Mikey asked. I grinned.
"You Bet'cha Mikes. I'll be there, every day, no matter how long it takes. I'll be there. I promise." I said with a strength unknow to me. Mikey put his hand on my shoulder.
"You really love him don't ya Geetard." He grinned. I nodded.
"I love him more than life it's self. I love him more than the life he doesn't have. It's unexplainable. It's just love."
hi guys! hope you liked it! next chapter won't be up for a while since i'm going on holiday to france with my school >.< I am gonna be so hungry since i'm a fussy eater >.< ME NO WANT TO EAT SNAILS! Well; please R&R and I'll start on the next chapter as soon as i'm back.
All my love
Jodie xoxoxo
NOTE: I've gotten back from holiday!!! I just wanna say that I won't be able to update till sunday as I just need to get school out of the way first XD K? Thanks Bai!
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