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this was just some crap i wrote while being bored and because this song was stuck in my head it is a oneshot about 'sterben für dich' =die for you by lafee

pick pov youself:P

and sorry for mistakes...this was typed on my ipod;)

i'm standing here, looking at you. 
you're there
not here
you don't look at me like you should
you're not by my side like you should be
in my oppinion anyway
it's not like we're enemys
we do talk to each other
in fact, we're friends 
but that won't change things much for me
i'd like you to stand right by my side
all the time all day all week
forever
i'd like you to hold me
to love me
when i feel so alone again 
when i question what i'm even doing here on this earth
but you won't do it
why can't you see
you are so precious to me 
i would die for you happily any time
all i need is you to return this
but you don't 
and i'm hurting
i'm hurting so bad the pain is unbearable
but i won't tell anyone about this
this pain is a curse, yet i'm not brave enough to scream for help like i really need to
i'm crying
i'm crying so hard you'd think i'd drown in a flood of salty tears that are running down my cheeks, burning my skin where they touch it
why can't you see it
why can't you see how i feel about you
it's not that hard to realise
but you don't seem to notice
or you simply don't love me
why
why me
why do i have to undergo this torture
its horrendous malicious treetment is killing me
ripping my insides apart
tearing them
burning them
it's eating me up
and all the while i'm still somehow alive
and i reach out to you
reach out my hands for you to take them
but you don't 
and i'm all alone
and though you do this to me 
i still don't wanna loose you
i can't 
because 
you are what i survive on
if you can call it that
but i don't know how i can do this any longer
i'm trying but i feel myself loosing it
and you still don't realise
maybe you don't need me after all...

End

i wrote the lyrics below and translated them (if anyone wants to know) ;)

xoxo katie


Ich lebe für dich - ich ertrinke in dir 
Doch deine Augen sehn weg wenn ich mich in dir verlier 
Unerreichbar nah - spielst du mit mir 
Spürst du das nicht 
Rette mich...
Ich würde sterben für dich 
Sterben für dich 
Warum siehst du das nicht 
Ich würde sterben für dich 
Sterben für dich 
Warum fühlst du nicht wie ich
Du tust mir so weh - dieser Schmerz ist ein Fluch 
Doch um Hilfe zu flehn da fehlt mir der Mut 
Berühr meine Hand und alles wird gut 
Doch du tust das nicht 
Rette mich...
Ich würde sterben für dich 
Sterben für dich 
Warum siehst du das nicht 
Ich würde sterben für dich 
Sterben für dich 
Warum fühlst du nicht wie ich
Ich würde sterben für dich 
Warum - warum - warum fühlst du das nicht 
Warum liebst du mich nicht 
Spürst du das nicht 
Ich würde sterben nur für dich

I'm living for you- I'm drowning in you
but your eyes look away when i get lost in you
unreachable near (yep i know weird but she sings it:/)- you are playing with me
don't you feel it
save me...
i would die for you 
die for you
why don't you see it
i would die for you
die for you
why don't you feel like me
you are hurting me so bad- this pain is a curse
but i lack the courage to beg for help
touch my hand and everything will be fine
but you don't do it
save me...
i would die for you
die for you
why don't you see it
i would die for you
die for you
why don't you feel like me
i would die for you
why-why-why don't you feel it
why don't you love me
don't you feel it
i would die only for you

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