Don't waste your time on me,you're already the voice inside my head.
(#) AdnarimSmada 2011-08-17 06:39:29 PMGeez Lornaigh, I am so sorry and fuck, I know you hate sympathy, (I can understand, I'm not a fan either), and you're probably several worlds happier now that you're with God but I really am so sorry. I'm hurting like hell again for you after reading that, the tears came in the middle of that chapter knowing it was based off the real deal. Similar to what I felt with your suicide note. I am so sorry. I can't cry at fiction but this was real pain from a real person and it rips my heart out for you. There is a big difference between wanting to be alive and not wanting to die and you definitely explained it when departed this world. From the note above this chapter, I suppose this was goodbye. Well, now I'm rambling but sheesh, this chapter hurts and the tears definitely came. Not for me, but for you, for your suffering.
- omg! im in fucking tears!!! how could you do this to me lornaigh? i mean what person on this planet can dislike Blink 182?
ok, my upsetting bit over, poor frankie :( and you but im trying to do as you asked and i love how he has changed so much over the course of a few months
update soon :)
(#) Torogirl15 2011-08-18 10:07:30 PMYet again I must say, masterfully written. And I can completely identify with how Frank feels. My own parental figure committed suicide. I was in so much shock that I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, couldn't breathe without choking on my own tears. This story broke the dam once again and I am now crying as I read this.I know that we never got the chance to ever communicate and that I hardly know anything about you, but somehow I know that your lounging about and making sarcastic comments in a better place now, and I wish your family all the best.
Yours in Foreverville,