Akito thinks about the past and about the pain he's inflicted on Kyo. AkitoxKyo poem. Rated just to be safe.
By: Sparklegirl Sassy
Summary: Akito thinks about the past and about the pain he's inflicted on Kyo. AkitoxKyo poem.
It started when we were young
It was the only thing that I could have done
Things seemed so much clearer then
We were all a real family and happiness never seemed to end
There good times between those that were so bad
And when I was with you, I never seemed sad
I found you crying when you were child
You seemed like you had never smiled
You lost your mother and there was nothing you could do
I understood because I lost my mother, too
Right away I knew you were the one
The one that would help guide us all towards the sun
Everything was fine for four years
All that time I had no tears
But then something snapped
There was anger, regret, and rage that I couldn't hold back
You were the first to approach and I took it out on you, my dear
Causing you harm was one of my greatest fears
When I came to my senses I saw what I did and cried
Why did I do this, why?
I crawled to your unconscious figure and held you in my arms
I never wanted to cause you any harm
I didn't want you to be scared
Even though now it seems like I don't care
Your memory had to be erased
This is something I didn't want to face
With one last kiss and one action all the memories faded to black
They were gone and they were never coming back
Kazuma came in and demanded what I'd done
I said, "Please, Kazuma, I don't want to hurt him again
Just go and take your son..."
The tears in my eyes show as I hand over my love
Right now I wish I could die right there
Just become an angel and float up above
After Kazuma left with you, I fell to the floor and cried
It had to be done so you wouldn't die
When you woke up you were told you had been in an accident
I listened from the door and hung my head
I really wished I was dead
The insanity got worse and I inflicted so much pain on you
There used to be love between us, I wish you still knew
You have no idea what I do
You don't know how some nights I sneak into your room
I lay beside you and gaze at your face
I think of how you are the picture of grace
I sometimes manage to sneak a kiss
And feel those warm lips that I've missed
I left you one memory of a happy time
A time when I could call you mine
And I whisper those words in your ear
Even though I know you don't hear
I say to you "No matter what, dear Kyo...
I'll always be here for you..."
One day I'll tell you the truth and what is real
And I'll tell you how I still feel
One day I'll tell you
"I love you, my dear Kyo..."
Maybe one day we'll be together again
I just want to say
I'm sorry for your pain
Don't ask. It will all be explained in a fanfic that I will most likely post pretty soon. Most people don't like AkitoxKyo, but they're one of my favorite couples.