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Am I?

My heart is not what it seams on the out side,
To you I may seem happy,
But am I?
When I shed tears till I fall asleep about you,
Am I?
When I feel abused and over whelmed because of you,
Am I?
When I cant explain what I feel inside to you,
Am I?
When I try holding in what I can't hide about you,
Am I?
When I can't find my way towards you,
Am I?
When you find the right words to say to me,
Am I?
When I fear that we will part,
Am I?
When I wonder if I appear stupid to you and your friends,
Am I?
When you smile at me,
Am I?
My heart is not what it seams on the out side,
I may seem happy,
But I am not,
In side I am lost with in my own feelings and confusions!