will the fight with your mother result in terrible consequences? read on to find out...
"hello this is the police"
"no need to panic ma'am"
"NO NEED TO PAINIC? THE FRIGGIN POLICE ARE ON THE PHONE, I THINK THIS IS A GOOD REASON TO PANIC!!!!"
"ma'am, calm down, are you the owner of this cellular phone?"
"yes, what's wrong?"
"this morning we got a call saying that your mother has thrown herself from a balcony"
"ma'am, your mother is dead"
"no, you've got to be kidding, no this can't be..."
"i'm sorry ma'am."
"thank you for informing me officer."
you hang up the phone, a lump in your throat, what have you done? how could this happen? sure she's always seemed crazy, but you had no idea that could turn into this. your yelling has woken gerard from yet another blissful sleep
"my mom, my mom..."
"aw sugar, shhh, don't cry"
he holds you close to him and rocks you back and forth saying
"shhh-shhhh- don't worry, everything's okay, i'm holding on to you, you'll be okay" then you're ready to tell him
"last night, when i was on the phone, i had i fight with my mom, and this morning, the police called and said that she killed herself. it's all my fault if i didn't fight with her she would have lived!" gerard just holds you close, and keeps you rocking and starts singing
"and what's the worst you take
from every heart you break
and like the ground you stain
i keep on holding her tonight
came a time
the news of your fall brought her to tears again
she is the very hurt you sold
and what's the worst you take
from this heart you break
i keep on holding her tonight"
he lets you cry for a while and then shares his philosophy about life
"everyone has to die"
"i love you"
"i love you too"
"don't ever leave me alone"