Now, It's Done. :)
"No, at least nothing more then the usual pain of sex." I answered pulling my hand away. I was getting a little scared.
"Cause if he did you need to tell me." Gerard said with care in his voice. I knew he meant well but it was a little scary.
"He didn't but I really appreciate your concern." I said giving the older man a hug. I could hear his heartbeat regulate when I told him the good news.
"Of course, i do't want my little sister to be hurt in anyway," gerard winked at me. I giggled in response and he took his hands away from mine. Frank strolled in through the double glass doors. As he sat down I could faintly smell the smoke. The smell no longer bothered me, my parents had smoked for as long as I could remember.
"Stay here with her, I need a cigarette too." Gerard said as he stood up revealing a pair of spring green pajama pants. They were noticeably made for girls. Frank gave me a pleading look and pouted his lip.
"What?" I ased him with a light laugh.
"Please tell me you didn't? Frank begged as his eyes began to water.
"Didn't what?" I asked completely confused. i had no idea what he was talking about but it was obvious that it was upsetting him, whatever it was.
"You didn't sleep with him, did you?" Frank's voice cracked as one lonely teardrop rolled down his tanned cheek.
"Why is that so bad?" I asked with fear in my voice. When he cried I got scared.
"You did? oh god." Frank put his fingers in his hair and slammed his head on the table.
"Why Frank? What's wrong? Why is that bad?" I touched his shoulder and he flinched at the slight contact.
"You know why that's bad? Because I like you... Maybe even love you, but you never notice. I have wanted to tell you but I was too scared." Frank was avoiding all eye contact. My eyes widened in realization. All the sexual jokes, endearing looks, they weren't just friendly. They were loving. How could I have missed? Now there was a heart broken man sitting in front of me, and it was my fault.
"Oh, Frank. I'm so sorry. What can I do?" I asked desperate to mend what I had broken.
"Tell me one thing... Do you feel the same, even if it's just a little bit. I won't tell Mikey." I thought about it. How whenever he kissed my cheek I felt all warm inside. When he would look at me with those big hazel eyes I would practically melt. Maybe I did like him, but I loved Mikey. More than life itself, but what I didn't know was if I loved Frank.
"Well... I... I... But Mikey... Maybe." As I said that last word Frank's eyes got wide with hope.
"Really?" Frank asked with hope filling his voice.
"I think, maybe." Frank took my hand in his.
"Thank you." Frank leaned in to kiss me when Mikey and Ray walked in. I put my hand on his chest to push him him back.
"I had to fix my hair sorry for taking so long and I needed to talk to Ray." Mikey said running his fingers through his ray. Ray simply smiled. I don't see why he was so happy all the time when the world was the way it was. Mikey sat down on the other side of me and wrapped his arm around my waist. He pulled me in for a quick yet meaningful kiss. Frank was glaring at Mikey the whole time. Gerard casually walked in with his cell phone in hand.
"What's up Gee?" Mikey asked looking at Gerard's phone.
"Well, at last minute we are wanted for a small show. Should we do it?" Gerard asked with one eyebrow raised. Ray and Mikey nodded but Frank was still glaring at Mikey, eventually he nodded as well.
"Cool, and there's a party afterwards and we're invited. What about it?" Gerard asked shoving his phone into the loose green pocket.
"Yeah, you guys go, I'm feeling a little sick. I think I'm getting a cold." Frank said sniffling and rubbing his eyes. Mikey took my hand and kissed it gently.
"I love you, but I don't want you going to this party, any other sure, but not this one. Sorry." Mikey smiled kissing my cheek.
"It's all good, I don't mind." I answered kissing the top of his hand. I rested my head in the crook of his neck. His body heat made it hard not to drift off to sleep.
"Stay awake babe." Mikey whispered to me as he shook my shoulder lightly. I opened my eyes and saw an empty table.
"Was I asleep?" I asked lifting my head.
"Yup, but not for long. Long enough for Gerard to say yes for you touring with us." Mikey said pulling me into a tight hug.
"Good, what are we waiting for then? Let's go." I said standing up. Instantly I noticed that Mikey and I were alone in the cafe, except for the employee reading the paper behind the counter.
"We're waiting for Gee to comeback with the bus. It's new and bigger." Mikey smiled. suddenly there was a loud honk outside the cafe.
"That should be him right now." Mikey laughed grabbing my hand. He helped me up and we walked outside. There was smiling man with bright red hair behind the wheel of a large bus. He jumped out of the bus and stood in front of us.
"Welcome aboard." Gerard smiled motioning Mikey and me on. I walked inside, it was amazing. Like a house on wheel, but better than any house I have even lived in.
"The very back room is ours. Go back there and relax, I need to talk to Gerard for a sec." Mikey smiled not wanting to be rude. In the room there was a king or queen sized bed in the middle and a door that I assumed led to a bathroom. I flopped on the bed and sunk in. It was so comfortable. I felt the bus start moving, Gerard probably started to drive. (Duh) I heard a door open. My eyes shot open and I sat up. The bathroom door had opened and Frank was standing in the doorway. Wet hair clung to his forehead while his hands clung to the towel at his waist. His eyes got wide when he saw me staring.
"Sorry. I-I didn't know you were here." Frank stuttered as his face turned red.
"It's okay. I didn't know you were here either." I said standing up.
"I still never got to kiss you." Frank said with a shy smile.
"Well, I'm not going to stop you." I smiled stepping closer. He stepped around me and over to the door. There was a click and I then knew he had locked the door.
"Why did you do that?" I asked and turned toward the door. The man in the towel had disappeared.
"Because, if mikey were to walk in he would be devastated." I heard Frank say. I walked backward too far and fell on the bed. I stared at the ceiling until hazel eyes blocked my view. He had crawled on top of me.
"Are you sure your okay with this?" Frank asked being a perfect gentleman.
"Yes, actually I kind of want it." I said moving my eyes from his to the tattoo on his neck.
"Okay." Frank said. I felt his chest on mine. I was running my fingers across the tattoo just above his towel. He let out a girly giggle and squirmed around. Frank pushed his lips into mine as he ran his fingers through my hair. But while he kissed me I was thinking about Mikey. About what he would do if he found out. How mad he would be with Frank... with me. How he probably wouldn't love me anymore. I don't know if I would be able to live without Mikey. I could feel the regret in my heart but my head disagreed. Frank pulled away and stood up.
"What's wrong?" I asked sitting up. He put his finger to my lips wanting quiet.
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