I stood there in front of her coffin. A red tie around my neck, black tux, wore down converses and Gerard's hand in mine. His and Mikey's grandma recently passed she meant so much especially to Gerard. He was a nervous wreck. I could fell his hands shaking in my own. Tilting my head up I noticed tears streaming down his pale white cheeks.
" Here lie's Elena Lee Rush loving mother, and grandmother."
HE slightly whimpered
" May her rest in peace, if anybody had anything to place with her now would be the time to do so"
The mortician spoke clearly.
A few people stepped forward leaving roses and flags.
Gerard shut his eyes taking a step back.I quickly followed and wiped the tears from his eyes with my thumb.
" it's okay Gee"
i whispered trying not to disturb anybody
" I-i'm s-sorry"
he chocked out
"No you can cry as much as you need to"
My arms snacked around my waist pulling me in for his comfort
I cooed petting the back of his hair
" W-Why did-d s-she have t-t-to g-go"
He cried in to my hair
" I I guess she,- it was her time"
i stumbled over my words
"No-No she d-din't des-serve this"
he gripped me tighter
"Gee-babe maybe we would head home and come back when it's just me and you"
he nodded slowly pulling away, I laced our fingers once again leading him to the car.
I pulled into the driveway of 'our' house. Opening my door i quickly went to the passenger side to open Gerard's door.
He smiled letting out a small
Trudging to the door i followed him close behind
As we walked inside he made his way to our bedroom
I heard him hit the bed
"Gee you okay?"
" Yea i'm just peachy"
He replied as I entered the bedroom
" I know this is tough fro you Gee i'm sorry"
I crawled into the queen sized bed next to him
" It's not you fault Frankie"
He pulled me closer wresting his forehead on mine
" I love you Frankie'
A smiled had creeped up on him
" I love you too"
He brought his lips down to mine running his hand down my back. His tongue glided along my bottom lip, I gladly parted my lips letting out tongues wrestle. I eventually was struggling for air so i pulled away plastering a smile on my face. I took one sort glance at Gerard too see his see lids dripping over his eyes.
I laughed ( God did i hate my laugh it was so 'childish')
"Ha. Yea .....And i never noticed how mush i love your laugh it's so childish"
I snuggled my face in between the two of us shortly closing my eyes after
"Love you Gee"
"Love you too"
And i fell asleep
I woke up tp Gerard thrusting back and forth and him yelling
I got cut off by two strong arms pulling my into his chest
"Gee, babe i'm here calm down"
"You can't leave Y-Your the only thing I have left"
"Hun, Are you crying?'
" But why?"
"I-I'm afraid i'm gonna lose you"
"Gerard you will never lose me"
~ Exactly 2years later.......Gerard"'s P.O.V
"Here lies Franklin Anthony Iero-Way,Beloved Son, and husband."
I cried like a baby
" May him rest in peace, Now would be the time to place anything with him as he rest's"
nobody stepped forward. I took off running down Cemetery Drive. I finally stopped when i reached at the grave i once stood at exactly two years ago. Collapsing onto the ground i traced the in graved letters in her stone with shaking fingers.In my other hand i reached down in my pocket pulling out my pocket knife. Yea i carry a pocket knife around everywhere I go, You never know what could happen in jersey.
I rose my hand to my throat placing the blade gently onto my skin. closed my eyes letting my ravin locks fall over my face
I screamed before my life flashed before my eyes.