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Why bother
trusting them?

All they've
ever done

Is smash you down,
and make you believe the lies.

At least, that's how
it went for me.

The fact I believed
all the lies,

Broke me down.
Tears and blood.

My old friends,
back again.

They'd never be able
to leave, like them.

The crying became normal,
and the bloodshed,

Made me feel
Both better and worse.

Feeling like
I wasn't worth

anything.
Suicide notes,

Crumpled in the corner,
as I'd cry myself to sleep.

At three in the morning,
dreading the nightmares

That await.
The only thing

Crossing your mind,
"You've got no more friends."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I don't think it's my best,
but I haven't posted and
this poem kind of replicates
my life in words right now...
So yeah... -Sam

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