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by xxPanicFanxx 6 Reviews

Category: Panic! At The Disco - Rating: G - Genres: Drama - Characters:  - Warnings: [!] - Published: 2011/12/15 - Updated: 2011/12/15 - 830 words - Complete

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I can't even... I feel so alone right now. My eyes are burning from crying. I can't believe it. She's actually gone. She died right in front of me. It's not fair. I just, I can't even believe it. She was my better half, my sister the only person who could make me smile, the only one who knew all of my secrets, and now she's gone. This isn't fair. She was so young and lively. I can't believe this. I won't believe this! I wish this was all just some dream that I'll wake up from later. Please, why can't it just be a dream? I've lost her and now I feel like I'm falling. It's all my fault I know it is. If I would've just begged you to stay over you wouldn't have left. Now I lost the closest person to me ever. I still can't believe it. I feel like I'm drowning. Sammie I hope you're having fun with your Rainbow Veins and your Vanilla Twilight. I can never listen to those songs again. Especially Vanilla Twilight, that song completely describes everything going on right now.
Vanilla Twilight:
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here

Rainbow Veins:
High rise, veins of the avenue
Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue
Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you
Street lights glisten on the boulevard
And cold nights make staying alert so hard
For heaven's sake, keep me awake so I won't be caught off guard
Clearly I am a passerby but I'll find a place to stay
Dear pacific day, won't you take me away?
Small town hearts of the New Year
Brought down by gravity, crystal clear
City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier
Make haste, I feel your heartbeat
With new taste for speed, out on the street
Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet
The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow
The feeling of letting go, I guess we'll never know

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cause your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone

Your nerves gather with the altitude
Exhale the stress so you don't come unglued
Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood
Wide eyed, panic on the getaway
The high tide could take me so far away
VCR's and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day
A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age
Cause somewhere along the line all the decades align

We were the crashing whitecaps
On the ocean
And what lovely seaside holiday, away
A palm tree in Christmas lights
My emotion
Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone
As we spent the day alone

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cause your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone

R.I.P Samantha Tiffany Thompson October 21, 1998-December 15, 2011. You were always there for me and I know that's never gonna stop. You'll be my guardian angel and I'll never forget you. Tell your mom I said 'Hi.' Don't ever forget me you bitch, because I sure as hell won't forget you. I love you like a sister.
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