Gerard loves Lindsey, he really does. He personality more than anything else. But Frank, Frank is everything.
They were committed to each other, in a way only they could be, not officially but bound by love. It was perfect for them just enjoying each other's bodies. However it all changed when Gerard found a girlfriend, Lindsey, and they were happy. She understood Gerard in ways Frank never could. She knew the difference of a Picasso and a Da Vinci; anyone could tell Gerard was head over heels. After arguing and fighting Gerard could never stop with Frank, he missed the intimacy, the closeness, Frank's understanding of him, how he knew what Gerard was thinking. They decided their secret had been safe for so long, that it wouldn't matter.
"Fuck-FRANK!" Gerard screamed as he came inside Lindsey. He realized what he had said and widened his eyes. Gerard wanted to protest, say it was a mistake, tell her he didn't mean it, but he did. He'd always want it to be Frank, no matter how much he tried. He loved her personality not her body. "Call Frank, we need to talk." Lindsey seemed calm and almost expectant of this, which shocked Gerard the most.
Gerard explained everything to Frank on the phone. "She's not gonna like, kick my ass is she?" Frank was obviously worried, Lindsey was a powerful woman.
"No Frank, she seems, pretty calm actually."
Frank Sighed. "Okay, I'll come over."
When Frank arrived there was coffee waiting and Gerard and Lindsey were sat looking complete opposite. Despite Gerard's reassuring words Lindsey looked fierce, like she would kill Frank with her bare hands. Hell she probably could. Gerard looked apologetic, like he wanted to hold Frank and never let anyone hurt him.
"Okay, why the fuck did my boyfriend scream your name?" Lindsey snapped after a moment of awkward silence.
"Well.. I, he-"
"It's because I love Frank," Gerard interrupted taking his chance, he had to, he couldn't live like this anymore. Frank smiled a little, not wanting Lindsey to notice. Lindsey sighed. "but I also love you." Lindsey and Frank both had looks of confusion on their face, urging for Gerard to carry on. "I love Frank like a boyfriend if you will, a lover. He knows what I'm thinking and he makes me feel great. He loves me more than anyone I know, hell he even stayed faithful to a relationship I wasn't sure I wanted at the time. But I know now that I do. He gets me," Frank smiled, not caring who saw, Gerard just proclaimed his love for him, nobody was going to ruin his happiness. "I'm sorry Lyn, I just, I love something about you, your personality is beautiful and so are you. You'd make any guy happy, I just need Frank in my life. I'm sorry." Gerard looked happier, like a weight had been lifted from him. He was about to walk away with Frank when Lindsey began to shout. "Wait! I, I have an idea okay? You said you love my personality right?" Gerard nodded. "Well, maybe we could be friends, I mean I love your artist side and you're a great person Gee. And then you could be with Frank and I wouldn't have to loose you.. " Lindsey continued. "I think I'd like that." Gerard said and looked at Frank, who responded "Yeah, I'd like that too."