Hopefully Ficwad won't fuck up this chapter,
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Today was the day.
I was getting out.
I was going to see him.
I hadn't talked to Manson in months.
The medications were really working.
I couldn't wait to see him.
He was coming to pick me up.
He promised he would.
I feel so bad for all the pain I caused.
They made e write letters to everyone I hurt.
None of them being sent.
All of them burned.
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My beautiful wife.,
I loved you more than I knew I did.
I feel so much regret for what I did to you.
You had so much more to give.. So much more to learn.
I hope that you can find it in your angelic heart to forgive me.
I got the help I needed, granted it was a bit too late for you.
I hope you're looking down on me.
If not, then I understand.
I hope you find peace in this letter.
I love you darling,
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You were my best friends wife.
I was so jealous of you.
I can see now that you made him happy, that you were perfect for him.
I wish I never did what I did to you.
I wish I never hurt you like that.
And infront of your daughter..
I didn't realize how fucked up I was.
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You have no idea how much I love you.
You make my heart flutter with nervousness everytime I feel your hand touch mine.
You make me believe anything is possible.
You are truly an inspiration to me.
You ar amazing.
I am so ashamed of what I did to you.
I know how you felt about her.
I don't deserve your forgiveness.
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"Frank Iero? You're free to go."
'It's about damn time.'
Yea it sucks.
But this is the end.
But for those of you that love my crap, I'm starting a new series.
Gee-Gee's gunna help me.
It's gunna be great.
The first chapter is already almost done.