.:Frerard:. 'Remember the day I died? I do' mushy-death-fic. Enjoy! (better than the summary I assure you...)
Remember the day I died?
It was senior prom. Remember the one? It was themed from the prom from twilight. You hated it; just like I did. The whole room was light with fairy lights too. The girls were all squealing but you and me… we just hung in the back and pointed out everyone else’s flaws. Remember the girl with the crooked nose? You called her Rhino Rachel. Yeah, apparently she hates you.
Remember what we wore?
We wore matching black suits with comical ties and converse. You wore a matching glow in the dark tie and converse set. As soon as the lights turned down, all I could see was a floating tie and two glowing feet. You and I laughed so hard your fruit punch mixed with Jack Daniels dribbled down your tie and left a toxic glowing stain on it. It looked sorta like a dick remember? I called you ‘Dick Man’ and you said ‘The only dick I want is yours’ which sent us both into spirals of laughter.
Remember when you disappeared from sight?
I went to go get some cake and you had left. Needless to say, I was heart-broken. I thought you had left me and dumped me without having to deal with the inevitable drama I would have created. After that I walked out of the prom and back to my house. And that’s when I heard you scream.
Remember how I would never make it back to my house?
I ran down the alley from where I heard your screams and I saw three of the jocks from school beating the shit out of you. You saw me and smiled but then willed me to run with your eyes. I couldn’t leave you. I could never leave you. And so I sealed my fate.
Remember how I was winning?
I couldn’t believe it. Neither could you. I had so much adrenaline that I took them all out. Heck, I think one of them was unconscious. It was an amazing feeling know, not being the kid that got picked on. You smiled your perfect smile and wrapped your arms around me. I did the same and then you told me you loved me. That was the best moment of my life. Even though we were already a couple it still made me feel like I’d met you for the first time. It was perfect.
Remember when that all came crashing down?
As we hugged, the guy behind you pulled something out of his jacket. I only saw it at the last minute but I could still tell that it was a gun. I pushed you out of the way and the next thing I knew was that I was on the ground with a gaping hole in my chest. The guy’s ran away of course leaving us with a precious last minute or so. I still treasure those minutes.
Remember how you told me it was going to be okay?
You pressed your hand against the wound and kept muttering the phrase ‘think happy thoughts’. I tried to laugh but I coughed up a little blood instead. You were almost in tears as you called the ambulance. They said they’d be five minutes tops. I knew I wasn’t going to last that long. But you, you tried to keep positive as you always do. I told you to stop and to move on when I was gone. You shook your head and told me you couldn’t live without me. I pulled you close and gave you one last tender kiss on your lips. You cried again and looked behind me. Something caught your eye. I wish it hadn’t.
Remember how I yelled at you?
The jock had dropped his gun and you grabbed it. You told me that this way you could be with me forever. I yelled at you. I told you that if you do I would never ever love you again. Of course that was a lie. We were both crying now.
Remember how my breaths were getting shorter?
It felt like someone was sitting on my throat. Everything was going all fuzzy and bright. It was time, I could tell. You were shaking violently and holding on the me. You wanted me to live so badly. I wish I could have.
Remember the moment I stopped breathing?
I was gone. I was floating. I couldn’t see or hear anything. I was happy. Not as happy as I am with you but still… happy. From your perspective I guess I looked pale with dried blood down my chest. Haha, last year’s Halloween all over again. I worried about you. I really did.
Remember when you pulled the trigger and died?
I was in heaven at the time. A big shocker I know. Turns out everyone goes there no matter how fucked up you are. Turns out there was hope for us after all. I was sitting on one of the overseers (like a platform to watch the living) minding my own business and then it focused on you. You were holding the gun and note. I knew watch you were about to do. I tried to stop you but it was too late. Didn’t you hear my voice? I’ll have to ask you one day.
Remember when we met again?
I ran to the golden gates of heaven and pushed myself to the front of the greetings and looked for the angel with your name on their card. I found them and begged them to let me take you. Luckily he agreed. So then I took his card, pulled up my hoodie and smiled for the first time in forever. I saw you coming. You looked so scared. I held a gloved hand out to you so you couldn’t see my tattoo’s and give away that it was me. You smiled softly and I lead you to the taxi that was waiting.
Remember when I told you it was me?
The driver was telling you all about heaven and you seemed rather happy. And then you asked if I was here. The driver shook his head and said he didn’t know. You were saddened by this. It made me sad too. I put my hand on yours and whispered ‘It’ll be okay’. You’re eyes widened momentarily but then settled. You dismissed the fact that it might have been me. The taxi dropped us of at your new apartment and I took you to the rolling hills. You didn’t say anything as I dragged you along. It made me laugh. I sat you on the bench overlooking the beach below and pulled down my hood. And then you knew it was me. You cried and wrapped your arms around me; as did I. We talked for hours. It was magical.
Remember when we got married?
I proposed, naturally. You instantly said yes and threw yourself at me. I laughed a lot. God was invited but y’know him… busy man. He sent his blessings though and a card; and that nice blender. Your grandma was there. Remember that? She was in tears; happy tears of course. It was a beautiful ceremony. You looked fucking beautiful. My knight in dorky amour.
Remember the kids we had?
Little Bandit, Cherry and Lily Iero-Way. They were our world. You’d spend every second of everyday with either them or me. God gave them to us. Sounds a bit weird doesn’t it but they were an actual gift from God. They have your nose and my eyes. They’re perfect.
Oh Gerard, Remember the life we lived in death?
I think we both do.
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