Oh lord. What did I just say? Why did I say it? Stefan you absolute noob. We just chatted about everything, just so we could get a bit closer... She's so beautiful though I think I could die happy right now. Almost. "Thanks for taking me out tonight Stef and letting me sleep over," omg she has the cutest smile ever. "it's fine," replying naturally like a boss. Aw she wants a hug, laying down. Oh god. No no no NO. Talk about awkward times to get a boner. I hate my life. GO AWAY GENITALS, leave me alone! Right now! Come back like, tomorrow or something you've just ruined my life!!!! Oh she finds it funny. She's giggling at the fact I got an erection whilst hugging her. "Sorry... This is so awkward," just saying it how it is. "Don't worry about it... It's... Cute," cute?! How on gods earth is the fact that I have a boner 'cute'?? Oh my god if she wasn't so adorable herself I'd be making her sleep on the floor by now.
Oh my god I want to die with laughter right now but that would be mean and I'd probably end up sleeping on the floor. After a few minutes of awkward silence it was finally killed by him asking if I was tired. "It's like, three in the morning and we're still laying here wide awake," that's because I fancy the pants off you and if we go to sleep I'll end up hugging you and never letting go. "Yeah sorry... It just hasn't sunk in yet that I'm in bed with my favourite celebrity," he laughed softly and wriggled towards me by the tiniest bit, and I felt his hands brush against mine and then grip them under the covers. We were now laying face to face holding hands like we were a proper couple. Oh my life I can't believe that this is happening. Oh right he's only holding onto one hand and laying on his back. "Come here," he scooped me underneath the arm that he was holding my hand with and pulled me in tight so that my head was resting on his chest. "You looked cold earlier so I didn't want to leave you freezing," YOU'RE THE NICEST PERSON EVER OK PLEASE NEVER LEAVE ME. "Stef that's so cute,"
"It's fine, I think you must be the first fan that hasn't completely freaked out on us if we met in public, and your friends haven't either," yeah that's cause we're solid. "Trust me it's been so difficult to keep it in," short answers so I don't implode of excitedness. "Has it really?" he's flipped over now so he's sorta leaning above me. Oh lord you are an absolute sex god, please just marry me now. I close my eyes for a second to stop myself from fangirling, and... Oh my god WE'RE KISSING!!!!! MY LIFE IS COMPLETE BECAUSE WE'RE KISSING AND HE HAS THE NICEST LIPS EVER AND I WANT TO UNDRESS THIS MAN OH SWEET LORDDDDD.
"Sorry... I've just wanted to do that all night," he said after he pulled away. Aw bby don't be sorry it was lovelyyyyyyyyyy. "I suppose we'd better go to sleep now... Goodnight Anna," he kissed me for a short second before laying back down with me nestled underneath his arm and falling asleep himself.