When I reached home, I walked straight upstairs without even acknowledging any of my family. I slammed my bedroom door behind me, which only made me look at all of the pictures of Stefan and other people I had plastered to the wall. My eyes were drawn particularly to the picture of me and Stefan I had next to my bed, with all the heart stickers, and noticed he'd stuck a small piece of paper underneath it and scribbled on it in pink Sharpie. This is my Anna, and I love her xxx I couldn't help but smile at his scruffy handwriting and let my fingers trace over the little kisses on the end. Anna why are you crying you idiot? Because she's scared of losing her boyfriend, you idiot. ok brain shut up now. My phone vibrated and I saw a message from Jess come up on screen. Hey, are you and Stefan coming with us or?xxx
I don't know... He left the apartment without saying anything, he just walked off. You guys have fun, I'll see you tomorrow maybe xxx
I wasn't in the mood for seeing anyone right now, I just wanted to know what was wrong and why it was somehow my fault? Stefan's never like this, I don't even know what to do, do I text him? Do I leave him alone? I decided to text him, just out of curiosity. Stefan, what's wrong?xxxxx
maybe text kisses will cheer him up a bit.
An hour later, no reply.
Another hour, another inactive phone. He hadn't updated his twitter or Facebook either. Maybe he's lost his phone? Doubt it. I decided to sleep on it and try not to think about it too much.
I woke up around two in the afternoon, feels good to be waking up late on a Monday. I had the house to myself as mum and dad were at work and my brother was at school. I got myself some breakfast (toaster waffles as I was feeling a bit sad) and got myself dressed. I don't even know what for, I'm probably not even going anywhere. Oh wait. A text from Ashley. Hello you, we've finished recording. Come over to Jess's, we need big talks!xx aw Ash bro, ily. I tidied myself up, put a bit of make up on and began my trek to Jess's house. As her house was like my second home, I let myself in and went upstairs. Her and Ashley were cuddled up on her bed chattingjust, like me and Stef used to do. Le sigh. Dude, get a grip. "Look, come perch right here," they both sat up and Ash patted a space on the bed next to him. This sounds like bad news. Prepare yourself for the worst Anna. "Stefan told us what happened today. It's not your fault at all, don't bother getting worried over it," he started.
"Just remind me what happened a second, did he literally just walk out?" Jess asked.
"Pretty much, yeah. He had a shower, I went in after him, came out, he was fully dressed and half way down the stairs," I replied. I could feel myself shaking as I repeated what happened. Anna man, you're such a puff. "Right, basically all that's happened is that he's getting some hassle from his ex. They split up well over a year ago, but she still likes him and is still chasing after him. She decides to message him and ask for him back even though it's plastered all over his Facebook that you're his girlfriend. She started sending him messages saying stuff like Anna's not good enough for you and all that bullcrap, which she knew would upset him. He's not mad at you at all, he said he just needs time to think. He felt like such a dick after he left he said, he wants to make it up to you," wow Ash thanks for the speech. Aw Stef isn't mad at me, that's a hell of a lot of stress all gone away. "Where did he go to anyway? He seemed to be going somewhere in a hurry,"
"His parents house of course, he always goes there when he's upset. He sits in his room and plays around on his ukulele for a bit. Then when it's all out, he goes back home and sleeps. I've seen him do it so many times before I've lost count. He'll come around, don't worry," awwwwwww he's making him sound so cute jvswpqbxnevsofyevskwsa.
After a couple of hours of general nattering and watching whatever was on TV, I made my way back home. I was sitting in my room rearranging things a bit to clear my head when I heard someone knock on the door and a familiar voice trailed up the stairs. I ran down them and saw someone standing at the door talking to my mum. Stefan.
"Right then, you two can chat and I'll erm..." mum stuttered and walked away from the door. I cautiously walked over and looked down at him. He slowly looked up with the most apologetic look plastered on to his face. "I felt like I needed to say sorry in person, so... I'm sorry," his hands reached out to touch mine but I stood backwards. Instead I pulled him by the edge of his jacket through the doorway and wrapped my arms incredibly tight around him. I felt him smiling against my neck and he rest his head on my shoulder. "I'm so sorry, it wasn't your fault, it was-"
"I know what it was, Ash explained it all to me," he just smiled at me again and hugged me even tighter. "I promise I have no feelings for her. None at all. Shes nothing to me. All that matters to me now is you, and I don't want that to change. I love you Anna," omg bby come here.
"I love you too Stefan," I pushed his head towards me and firmly kissed his lips, and kicked the door shut behind him. Happy happy happy happy happy.