"No, please please please don't go? Stay here, pleeeeease?" he sounded like he was almost begging, I felt so bad having to leave him. "I'll see you tomorrow, it's not that long," lol yes it is shut up Anna you idiot.
"Yes it iiiiiiis. Come over after college," why are you so desperate to see me lol? Oh yeah it's mah sexeh bod, can't get enuf x x x "Fine," I gave in, kissing him once more before slipping out from underneath him and getting myself some toast. "You're so mean you know," he called from the den. "Oh yes I'm heartless aren't I," I shouted back, laughing at his failing attempt of folding the blankets. After watching him struggle for ten minutes, I quickly folded them for him and went to get ready. Shorts (it's summer stfu), vest top, hair and make up done, let's go. "Annaaaaa you're so horrible to me," he groaned as he lay on his back on the sofa. "Yes I know, having sex with you is so mean isn't it," I'm anything but mean to you lol be quiet. "Yes. Why are you leaving me here all by myself?"
"Because you live here," I bent over the back of the sofa and kissed him before picking up my bag and walking to college. iPod, shuffle Never Say Never by Justin Bieber. Aw I like this, Stefan sings it in the shower. Cutie. After blasting out some more of my bangin' tunes (lol get me) I arrived at college (also referred to as pit of dispair) for art. All I do is paint nice things. I like painting. Painting is fun. Aw. Painting.
Ashley had stayed over for the past few days as Anna and Stefan were always at his and Stefan's apartment (cheeky) and he wanted to "get away from the strange noises" as he described it himself. My parents had gotten quite used to him being around and they'd become quite attatched to him which was nice. Sort of. It's nice him being here, he just makes the house more exciting than usual. "Do you want to stay over at mine tonight? We've been here for the past, like, four days," he asked as we laid on my bed. Oh he wants sex. I see. We've never done it before. What do I do. I need lessons. What if I'm bad. What if I get hurt. Or pregnant. Shut up Jess you might not even get naked. "Er yeah, sure," I agreed, which made him look happy. I like happy Ashley. Happy Ashley is nice. I packed a few overnight essentials into a bag, got dressed and set for his apartment.
We opened the door and saw Stefan running around in his underwear with heaps of blankets. "Stef, what are you doing?" Ashley asked as he took his shoes off. "Putting the blankets away, Anna stayed over last night," he replied.
"Ew man. That bad?"
"Not like that twerp. We, well I, made a den and we slept in it,"
"How the fuck do you have a girlfriend,"Ash laughed at him, pulling me in the direction of his room.
"She loved it actually so shut up. Hey Jess," Stefan called after him.
"Hiya," I shouted back, shutting the door behind me. He almost instantly pulled me into his bed, his lips joining mine as soon as my head hit the pillows. Omfg Stefan's outside he'll probably walk in on us omg scared. "Ash I'm meeting Anna from college, I'll be back later," he shouted from outside. "Okay," Ash replied and winked at me. He waited for two seconds until he heard the main door shut, then we resumed. He nestled in between my legs, his hands stroking my sides. This is nice. Please can this not stop ok I'm scared lol. His hands then diverted to the buttons on my shorts, undoing them and it's when he started stroking my legs with his fingers that I realised how desperate I was to have him. I couldn't have taken his tshirt off quicker if I tried, he seemed happy with my reaction. "Easy tiger," he laughed softly as I tugged on his trousers. Within seconds we were both laying in our underwear underneath his duvet, movements away from what was about to happen. "One sec," he grabbed a packet from the table beside his bed, C-O-O-N-T-R-A-C-E-P-T-I-O-O-O-O-O-O-N. Use ya head. Fab. He undid my bra with one hand (impressive) and released us both of our underwear. "You ready?" he looked deep into my eyes and smiled at me. Well there's no turning back now I suppose, can't really say no. I nodded as he let himself into me. OH GOD there are no words. What is life. What is air. HOW AM I ALIVE THIS IS AMAZING. WHY HAVEN'T I DONE THIS BEFORE???? Lol yes losing my virginity to Ashley Neil Horne you jel? Thought so xoxox