Bob, piss and Gerard in a towel ;)
Right, so this time I have an excuse for it taking ages: for the last 3 days I've been in a cramped cottage with no wi-fi and poor phone reception and I had to share a tiny room with my little sister ( who has a cold so all I heard was her making horrible sniffing noises )
So, in result I'm uploading two chapters together :) so after this one go ahead and read the next!
But ( theres always a but ) I am also really confused at some things and along with writing these stories, I have had been thinking about things and just been getting all depressed and doubting shit and just getting all weird and sad.
So yeah I might not upload for a while after this, but I'll try. Cause when you guys comment it makes me feel happy :D
Anyway, sorry for rambling- ENJOY xxxxxxxx
Grandma left not long after the incident with me and Gerard. Luckily mom didn't ask any questions, but I know I'll have to tell her sometime. Gerard wanted me to tell her soon though, he said that he didn't want to keep hiding around, that he wanted to just be open about his feelings towards me to my mom. I agreed to tell her by the end of the month, which is only 6 days.
I don't know why I'm so worried about telling her, I know she'll be fine about it, I'm just scared that grandma got to her and she'll try and send me away.
I was pulled from my deep thoughts by the mobile ringing. I sat up in my bed and reached across to my bed side table. I glanced at my alarm clock, it read 9:48, Gerard will be here soon. Clicking the 'answer' button I held the phone to my ear,
"Frank! Thank god you picked up!" The voice at the other end said.
"Who's this?" I ask, I had forgotten to check caller ID before picking up.
"It's Bob you fuck head!"
"Oh right, what's wrong? You sounded panicked." I heard Bob breath deeply on the other end.
"I- I... Oh shit!"
"How'd you stop bleeding?!" I frown,
"I dunno, put a damp cloth on it. Why? What'd you do?"
"Uh... I-- cut." Oh shit.
"What?! Why the hell did you do that?!" My breathing had quickened, what if Bob seriously hurt himself?
I shoved a face cloth under the tap, then placing it on my left wrist. I took a shaky breath before picking my mobile off the counter and holding it to my ear.
"Look Frank, if I tell you you'll never let it go." I could hear him breathing heavily, oh god he was probably really worried. I shouldn't of called him.
"No, Bob tell me! I told you everything, now it's your turn."
"Good. Now tell me." I took a deep breath,
"Well, you now Sarah? The really popular girl that was a total bitch too you and everybody fancied, except you of course."
"I, Uh, last week, she saw me hanging out with my cousin at the park, who had come to visit. And, cause he's family, I hugged him as we were about to leave. Well she made up this rumour that I was gay, and basically all the jocks have been beating me up lately. Like really beating the shit out of me."
Frank was silent, oh god he might've taken that the wrong way!
"It just hurts really bad, and I just wanted a way to stop it hurting."
"How is cutting yourself gonna do that?!" Frank nearly shouts across the line.
"I-- I don't know." Hot tears slip down my face, "I wasn't thinking Frank, I'm sorry."
"It's okay. But you have to promise me that you'll never do it again! And if feel like it you need to, call me! All right?"
"Okay. Thanks." I feel myself smile slightly.
"It's fine. Just please don't cut again. You're like my best friend."
"What about Gerard?" I hear him giggle quietly,
"He's a different kind of best friend."
"Right. Well I gotta clean up, so I'll talk to you later!"
"You better, Bye!"
I sigh and hang up. I look around the bathroom, it'll will take a while to clean up all the blood.
"For fucks sake Gerard! Open the fucking door!" I moaned, banging my fist against the bathroom door.
"Shut up Mikey! You'll wake up Frank!" I heard Gerard shout from the other side of the door.
"You already did." I turn to see Frank standing behind me. His hair was ruffled, his eyes only half open. He was missing his shirt, and I swear that the pyjama bottoms he's wearing are Gerard's. It's 6 days into the holidays and Franks been sleeping over every night, and he's probably going to sleep over the rest of the two week holidays as well.
"Morning Frank, sorry about the shouting, but your boyfriends been in there for an hour now, and I need to piss!"
Frank nods and steps next the door, he opened his mouth to say something, but before he could the door swung open, Gerard came out, grabbed Frank and closed the door again.
"Oh my fucking god! Seriously?!" I shout, kicking the door.
A moan emitted from under the door, and my nose wrinkled, "That's really unhygienic," another moan, "Ugh fine! Take all the time in world!" I grumble, storming back to my room.
After what sounded like Mikey leaving, I broke away from Gerard's lips, taking a step back. Gerard's ebony hair and creamy skin were damp, his only clothing was a towel swung looser around his slender hips.
"Hey." I said, smiling.
"Hi," He smiled back, "Sorry about waking you." He said, inching towards me.
"It's okay, I forgive you."
"Good." He moved towards me again eliminating the little space left between us.