Categories > Original > Drama > Holiday time.0 Reviews
Me and Stefan sat on the beach whilst the others went into the sea. “Is there something wrong?” asked Stefan. “No” I replied, whilst playing with the sand. The sand was a lovely golden colour and it was clean, the sea line was covered in shells and the sea was clear blue. There was lots of tropical fish in the sea, and the beach was private and not many people here. It was nice and quit, the last thing I needed was questioning by Stefan. “There is, I can see it in your eyes” said Stefan. “It doesn’t matter” I replied. “Fine, what ever you say” said Stefan. He got up and joined the others in sea. I felt like crying, but I couldn’t, so I held back my tears, and joined the others in the sea, even though they probably didn’t want me there. I walked down the beach and joined the others. As I walked down the beach memories flooded back of the times I’d come to Turkey with my family, but I just pushed all my emotion down like I always did and put a fake smile on my face as I always do. We were splashing each other and dunking each other. Secretly I hated it, but I pretended to enjoy it, just to please Stefan. I know he hates seeing me upset, but to be honest I’m never really happy anymore. Stefan makes me happy, but only when it’s me and him and there is no one else around. I do love him. I always look at Dru and Danielle and they’re so happy together and it crushes me inside, I always wonder why mine and Stefan’s relationship isn’t like that, but it’s because of me. Stefan deserves someone a lot better than me, but he always says he loves me to much, but I can’t help thinking he’s lying. Maybe he is, but he’s too much of a nice guy to admit it. Stefan grabbed my legs and pulled me under; this brought me back to reality. As I came up from under the water I gasped for air. A few seconds later Amber splashed me in the face, it was intentional, everyone laughed at it, so I did, but inside I was dying to cry. I just walked off, before the tears started to run down my cheeks, no one cared to follow me, no one was bothered. I sat at the top of the beach and put my headphones in and read a book and went into my own world.
The next time I looked up, Stefan was sat next to me. I smiled at him, “good book?” he said whilst having a look at the cover. “Yeah” I replied. Stefan went to get a beer and I sat up and eaves dropped on Dru and Danielle’s convocation. “She’s so weird” “oh I know, I don’t understand why Stefan even likes her” “oh I know, she is so boring and stupid and ugly” “agreed”. To be honest, I agree with them. To my left Ashley and Amber were ‘making out’, mine and Stefan’s relationship has never been like that, so open. Stefan came back with two beers, he gave me one and I opened it, I really hate beer, but if drinking it with make me less boring, then so be it. “Do you want to go for a walk?” asked Stefan. “Sure” I replied and I got my stuff. We walked about 20 meters down the beach, before Stefan stopped. “You’re not happy, are you?” said Stefan. “Not really” I replied, I looked at the floor. “But why?” asked Stefan. “Erm because they all hate me, and they don’t want me here” I replied sternly. “Oh” replied Stefan. “Yeah oh” I said. We carried on walking down the beach hand in hand. “Do you want me to have a word with them?” asked Stefan. “No, it’ll make it worse” I replied. After a very awkward long pause I finally said “I’m happier when it’s just us two”. Stefan smiled, “good” he replied. We carried on walking, and having general convocation. “I know the last few months have been hard, but I hoped this holiday would cheer you up.” I just smiled back. I hated talking about my problems and he just had to bring them up.