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chapter 5.
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In the distance was lizard, it was a small lizard, with a yellow body and green spots, it had a long tail and small feet. I focused on the lizard for some time, and then I looked back at Stefan. He hadn’t said anything, it’s like he didn’t want to know how I was feeling. I only told him the truth. One time me, Stefan, Amber and Ashley went to Thorpe Park, I had to sit next to amber on this ride and she chucked my bag off of it. Stefan didn’t even have a go at Ashley for allowing Amber to do it. It’s like Amber, Ashley, Dru and Danielle have got this game they play, were they wind me and hope that I leave, and I might leave. The way things are going mine a Stefan’s relationship will be over by midday and I will be back in England by tomorrow night. Good. I don’t want to be in Turkey anymore. “You should have just told me.” Stefan said in a hushed voice. I just shrugged, it’s not like I wanted his sympathy. He put his arm around me. “We can get through this Kirsty. Why don’t you just let me in?” “Fine” I finally replied. We both got up, and dusted ourselves off. “No, I don’t want to go back to the villa, I don’t want to see them lot” I said. “Ok” said Stefan. We just walked for about 5 miles. “You don’t still have that crazy idea that I’m going to dump you when I get back to England in your head do you?” asked Stefan. “No” I replied. I lied; I couldn’t shake the feeling of unwanted and unloved off of me. But I shouldn’t feel this way, and I certainly wasn’t going to show it.
We soon had to go back to the villa any way. “Nice performance Kirsty” Danielle said smugly. I had found this new confidence with in me. “Thanks Danielle, I’m a better actor than you, and you’re meant to be the professional” I said back. Danielle just huffed. It felt good, I shouldn’t just let people push me around, and I’m not some toy. I’m a human being too, and I have feelings as well. And I’m going to stand up for what I believe in. I got a drink and sat down on the sofa. I just ignored the dirty looks from everyone. “So bar tonight?” asked Ashley. “Sounds great to me” I replied sarcastically. I had a shower and got dressed and ready. “You look amazing” said Stefan. “Thank you, so do you” I replied with. “Someone has cheered up, there is the Kirsty I know and love” said Stefan whilst hugging me around the waist, I kissed him and walked into the living area and put my shoes on. Sometimes you’ve just got to stop trying to please everyone and just do the stuff that makes you happy. I shouldn’t care what other people think, if they don’t like me, that’s their problem, not mine. I wasn’t put on this planet to please every one; I’m never going to be able too.
We all went into town, happy. I was happy, Stefan was happy. Ashley had his arm around Amber, Stefan and I was holding hands and Danielle and Dru were also holding hands. We went to this bar; it was a very retro bar. It was red, white and blue. Everything was squareish. There was a bar on the left and loads of tables and things to the right. In the middle was a dance floor. There were quite a few people already in the bar. We sat down at a table in the far right corner. “I’ll get drinks” said Dru. Dru got drinks. I couldn’t help feel like a massive weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. Stefan put his arm around me and pulled me close. Dru had got 3 shots for everyone and a bottle of cider for everyone. Even though I was happy I was still distant from everything, I didn’t really talk.
Memories of mine and my mums kept coming too me. I remember the day when we got my rabbit; we were at a garden centre when we saw this brown, fluffy rabbit. I was 10, and I really wanted this rabbit. It was summer. I showed my mum this rabbit and she also fell in love with it. We already had a hutch from our previous rabbits. So my mum bought it. I loved that rabbit. When I was 14, we got a dog. My mum and dad had gone out to the shop; well that’s what they told me and my brother. They came back about 2 hours later with a white German Sheppard. She was the most adorable and loveable thing ever. She’s still alive, she lives with me, she’s one of the last things of my mum that I have, and I love her so much. I was so far into my own world right then, however one thing brought me back to reality, Danielle announcing she is pregnant, everyone seemed so surprised, except me. I didn’t care, and to be honest I felt sorry for the child having her as a mother.
We soon had to go back to the villa any way. “Nice performance Kirsty” Danielle said smugly. I had found this new confidence with in me. “Thanks Danielle, I’m a better actor than you, and you’re meant to be the professional” I said back. Danielle just huffed. It felt good, I shouldn’t just let people push me around, and I’m not some toy. I’m a human being too, and I have feelings as well. And I’m going to stand up for what I believe in. I got a drink and sat down on the sofa. I just ignored the dirty looks from everyone. “So bar tonight?” asked Ashley. “Sounds great to me” I replied sarcastically. I had a shower and got dressed and ready. “You look amazing” said Stefan. “Thank you, so do you” I replied with. “Someone has cheered up, there is the Kirsty I know and love” said Stefan whilst hugging me around the waist, I kissed him and walked into the living area and put my shoes on. Sometimes you’ve just got to stop trying to please everyone and just do the stuff that makes you happy. I shouldn’t care what other people think, if they don’t like me, that’s their problem, not mine. I wasn’t put on this planet to please every one; I’m never going to be able too.
We all went into town, happy. I was happy, Stefan was happy. Ashley had his arm around Amber, Stefan and I was holding hands and Danielle and Dru were also holding hands. We went to this bar; it was a very retro bar. It was red, white and blue. Everything was squareish. There was a bar on the left and loads of tables and things to the right. In the middle was a dance floor. There were quite a few people already in the bar. We sat down at a table in the far right corner. “I’ll get drinks” said Dru. Dru got drinks. I couldn’t help feel like a massive weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. Stefan put his arm around me and pulled me close. Dru had got 3 shots for everyone and a bottle of cider for everyone. Even though I was happy I was still distant from everything, I didn’t really talk.
Memories of mine and my mums kept coming too me. I remember the day when we got my rabbit; we were at a garden centre when we saw this brown, fluffy rabbit. I was 10, and I really wanted this rabbit. It was summer. I showed my mum this rabbit and she also fell in love with it. We already had a hutch from our previous rabbits. So my mum bought it. I loved that rabbit. When I was 14, we got a dog. My mum and dad had gone out to the shop; well that’s what they told me and my brother. They came back about 2 hours later with a white German Sheppard. She was the most adorable and loveable thing ever. She’s still alive, she lives with me, she’s one of the last things of my mum that I have, and I love her so much. I was so far into my own world right then, however one thing brought me back to reality, Danielle announcing she is pregnant, everyone seemed so surprised, except me. I didn’t care, and to be honest I felt sorry for the child having her as a mother.
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