What it says in the title. This week's song 'The Kids From Yesterday'
Coffee addict x
You tell me I’m not good enough,
That I’m a waste of space.
You relentlessly remind me,
That I don’t belong in this place.
So I put on a show, stitched on a smile.
I destroyed myself, and you watched all the while.
I danced and danced until the mask slid off,
The audience cackled with glee.
They mocked and taunted and jeered at ,
The pieces of what used to be me.
You split your sides, and call me a joke.
You say that all my dreams have gone up in smoke.
So I gave up. Curled up and cried.
I ran away from the façade and lies
I cried and cried until I couldn’t anymore.
I wallowed in self-pity.
Blamed myself, and hated.
What had become of me.
You still watched, entertained,
Watched me like a dog you’d trained
So I met your gaze and screamed, ‘No more!’
And picked myself up from the floor.
I worked and worked until I was done,
And presented for you to see.
That I had put back together,
The pieces that were me.
I’m not the person you thought I was,
Or the one that you wanted me to be.
I’m done with this disguise,
Because now, I AM ME!
I look you in the eye again, this time with a real smile.
And see that that although you’ve been watching, you’ve been silent all the while.
And I know that it’s because I’m free from you,
Free from your scrutiny.
Free to live on my own terms,
Free to be Me.
Review if you want to- Coffee Addict x P.S Lucy A.K.A Cosmic Zombie if you’re reading this I just want to say that you’re awesome XD