What the fuck has he done?! He has destroyed her beautiful body, she's always going to be beautiful but now...
Stop thinking like this Gerard! You left her, you're forgetting what thy did to you.
Maria and Mikey?! Why would my own brother had done that to me! I was fucking happy! Was. I've not been the same since. Maybe it wasn't the best idea to fake my death to her, it's stupid really all it took was one rumour to go round and I was dead.
I mean I miss her, there's no doubt about that. I've missed my daughters life. Her first steps. Her first words. Her. I'm such an idiot! I don't know why I forgave Mikey, he took away the only person who had meaning to me! And he fucked her!
"Mr Way?" The nurse had checked up on Maria for me, I guess she assumed we were together.
"Yes?" I didn't want to hear what she had to say, not if it meant Maria was dead or paralysed. I'd always be there for her, I told her that. But she thought I was gone. Merely a ghost that was always going to haunt her nightmares.
"You can come through and see her, she is in a stable condition and should be out next week. We are lucky her wound wasn't too deep, just some stitches are needed" She gave me a faint smile as she opened the door. A sigh of relief flee over me as I saw her face. Still as perfect as ever, her perfect brown eyes.
"G-Gerard? Am I dead?"
"No sugar, it's me, I'm alive" I could still remember the day I faked my death. I'd never felt so bad in my life, now she's here, in hospital. She could have died!
"Y-You're what?!" I could see her eyes fill with anger and pain, "You lied to me! You dickhead! Fucking get out! I want Mikey!" Her words pained me, she wanted the man who had almost killed her? I know she was on some kind of drugs but that wasn't my Maria.
"Maria wait I have my reasons"
"Leave me alone! I want Mikey not you!"
I felt the tears fill in my eyes as I opened the door, "I will always love you, I'm so sorry". Why had I been such an idiot! I left Maria for a woman who didn't even care about me and to make it worse I faked my death. I had to call Frank, he always knew what to do.
"Hey Gee! How life as Gerard Way?"
"Not good Frankie, I need your help"
"Wow dude you sound like shit, you ok? What do I need to do? Is it the tabloids? Just ignore them if it is..." Before he could say anymore I stopped him.
"No dude, it's not that. It's Maria." It pained me to say her name, especially after what had just happened.
"Shit Gee, what have you done now?"
"Yeah that's what you fucking said when you faked your death! I had to lie to my own fucking sister! YOU FUCKED MY SISTER AND LEFT HER!" Frank had always been protective of his sister, he always thought she was sweet and innocent. He hadn't know about her and Mikey, we all kept it secret. I wasn't the type of person to spread. That's when it burst out.
"WELL SHE FUCKED MY BROTHER!"