We finally get a bit of insight to Ryan's mind and what he really thinks about Hayley.
When we eventually got to school we spilt up and headed for first class. By split up i mean me go in one direction and the rest go in the opposite direction. This only happens because i actually try in school and i'm in higher classes than the other four. Alex is in my art class though.
I made my way to science with Mr.Henderson,a man who manages to be both grey and bald at the same time. I do love his ties though hehe. Woah way off topic there. Anyway. I went in and took my seat at the back of the classroom. I'm actually really good at science but sometimes it's boring and a bit repetative when everyone always copies your homework.
Out of the corner of my eye i see Ryan talking to his group of friends. When i was about to turn around i saw Ryan turn around and start staring at me. He thinks i don't see him because my hair is covering my face. Mr.Henderson chooses this time to walk in and start talking about planets or some crap like that and Ryan snaps his head away from looking at me. After eighty minutes of Mr.Henderson's science class the bell rang for break. Ten minutes of being a loner because the guys probably decided to get break time detention and abandon me i was heading to art. At least Alex should be in this class if he doesn't decide to skip without telling me..
In art we were told that we were going to be drawing/painting landscapes outside. Everyone rushed outside but i stayed behind to grap some water for my watercolours. I was the last out of the classroom.
As i was walking past Ryan and his friends to find a spot to draw i overheard them talking about some of the girls in our class.
"Aimee is so hot dude."
"Yeah but Kayla is way hotter."
The conversation carried on like this and i was about to walk away when i heard my name come up in the conversation.
"Man,that Hayley girl would be so fit if she dyed her hair brown or blonde or something like that,lost the eyeliner and lip ring,put on some fake tan and changed her style to be more like the other girls in our year,i'd definately do her then."
So basically they want me to change everything about myself. Hah never going to happen.
I was about to go over there and yell or do something more violent but then i heard Ryan's input into the conversation.
"Hey man, Hayley's beautiful in her own way and she's not fake and she has her own style and it's kinda nice like a change of scenery i guess." Ahh thank God for Ryan.
"I dunno dude from the way you talk about her you'd think you liked her or something."
I felt my heart stop as i waited for Ryan's answer.
"Nahh dude,i've got Megan,i said her style was nice not that i liked it or her,she's good lookin' and all but she's definately not my type,way too quiet and the height difference would be a little bit emabrassing if i dated her don't you think."
I heard the group agreeing with Ryan and everything he had just said. Ryan looked up and his eyes widened as he spotted me. I walked past them and found a spot to do my art. Tears started brimming my eyes and blurring my vision. I heard Ryan and his group if friends laughing at me. I turned my I-Pod up full blast and tuned out the world. If i had just turned around for a split second i would have seen that Ryan wasn't laughing.
Oh how i hate Alex right now,where is he and why did he leave me all alone.
What was i thinking. I knew she was standing there the whole time but no i had to open my big mouth and say all those things. I had said directly that i didn't like her but that couldn't have been more of a lie if i tried.
I actually like the way she's only loud around the people she's close to and who she trusts,she gets in less trouble that way.
Her style is gorgeous and i find her lip ring kinda sexy. Scratch that i think she's gorgeous. She actually has a personality and style unlike Megan who i am still dating for reasons completely unknown to me.
As the lads were busy talking about girls i sat staring at Hayley. She was beautiful. This morning at the bus stop i got completely lost in her big,bright blue eyes. She was short with an amazing figure and i think it would be cute seeing her attempt to kiss me with the height difference.
In my eyes she's definately hotter than Megan or any of the girls in our year.
She's an amazing muscian and artist and she's one of the nicest girls from what i've saw and heard. I've heard her band practice in Alex's garage because i live on the same street. She's got an amazing voice and she can also play guitar,bass and piano i think. The music on those sheet's this morning was beautiful. I could almost imagine the songs in my head.
I have a few classes with her and for most of them i stare at her for like 70% of the class. Not stalkerish at all. We're both in all the high level classes so at least i don't have to worry about the guys catching me and me having to make up some totally lame and unbelievable excuse which they will probably still believe.
I was snapped out of my daze when the bell rang. Lunch Time. Time to be smothered by Megan.
I don't like being popular anymore. I actually used to be like Hayley and her friends but then i went to this party and Megan decided that i was going to be her next victim or boyfriend as she likes to call them.
As i sat down at the massive table reserved for us jocks and popular kids i couldn't help but notice how Hayley's face lights up when she smiles or laughs. The current reason for her laughter was her best friend Alex. It's a wonder those two haven't got past the "Friend zone" and dated already. Their friendship is obviously more important than a relationship.
As i was staring at Hayley and thinking Megan decided that this would be a good time to come over and stick her tongue down my throat.Yuck.
When she was finally finished playing tonsil tennis she decided to ask out loud why i was staring at Hayley. At this stage everyone at the table stopped their conversations and turned to stare at me waiting for my answer.
"Uhh just planning our next humiliating attack on Hayley and that group she calls friends."
"Yeah right Ryan,You were just fantasising about you and Hayley being together."
Shut up Brain.
"Yeah Ryan, good thinking, When do we get to humiliate them and make their lives hell again."
The voice of one of my group sounded through my thoughts.
"I dunno,whenever you want,i'll leave the decision in your hands."
"I know,we wait 'till the next time Hayley's alone and then we strike."
Everyone agreed on this,everyone except me.