I love him, I really do. But Bob is perfect for me, I don't even deserve a smart, sweet, loving guy like Mikey. Him and Gerard have already lost so much thanks to me, I can't risk hurting them again. I just want my old life back, everything was so simple. Just me and Frank, no other boys needed in my life.
"Fuck you Bryar, she doesn't love you! You've just scared her into a fucking relationship!"
"You better shut your mouth before I break you again Way"
What? Break him again?
"Maria why the fuck are you with the jerk, leave him.He's a hazard to your health. I'm here, you can run away with me anytime you want"
Why here?! Why does everyone have to turn up when I'm in hospital.
"Mikey, you're right but he's the only fella I got. Besides I don't deserve someone like you"
A disgusted look appeared upon Bobs face.
"Maria turn off that machine you're coming home now"
He can't tell me what to do.
"Fuck you Bryar I'm not going anywhere and I don't need you, just fuck off and never come back. I don't want to see you ever again!"
Shit, I didn't mean to say that out loud. Did that just happen? I'm in for a beating when I get back.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY TO ME BITCH! IM GOING TO BEAT YOU GOOD WHEN YOU COME HOME!"
"You heard her Bryar, get the fuck away from her"
He's back? I thought I told him to leave.
"Gerard Way has returned from the grave then! You can't hide from me whore I will always find you"
Bob ran to the door and left, leaving me with the two brothers I love more than anyone in the world, except Frank and Amy. An awkward silence filled the room until Mikey finally spoke.
"I'm going to grab a coffee, you two can talk I will take a walk"
I didn't want Mikey to leave, he made me feel warm inside when he spoke to me. I wanted that feeling back. I wanted my Mikey back.
"So Maria, I've missed you so much and I've never stopped loving you"
What a pile of shit. If he loved me then why did he lie to me and then leave me and have another child.
"No you don't"
"You don't love me"
My voice was starting to become colder and emotionless.
"Maria you know I did it for your protection"
"I don't mean that, I mean moving on. You said you'd never move on"
"Well so did you but you fucked my brother and probably a whole other bunch of guys. Oh yeah, and you went back to a guy who has landed you in the hospital almost everyday when you were together"
How could he say something as cold hearted as this, he knew I was a fragile person.
"I was trying to make you jealous. You ignored me and started staring at girls when we were out together"
"No I didn't why are you talking about Marie?"
"When we went to that restaurant I saw you staring down that waitress top and then literally twist your next round to see her arse. I saw you follow her into the toilets, you didn't come back for 20 minutes. I know what happened Gerard, I wanted you to feel the pain that I felt"
"But Marie she meant nothing to me, she still doesn't"
Wait, still doesn't? What's he talking about?! What was that waitress' name? Lyn-Z.
" Wait it's her. That's who you have a child with. Fuck"
"I thought you knew it was her Maria, I'm sorry"
"You weren't thinking about me. You wanted to get with her so you left me! Didn't you?!"
He didn't reply but instead hung his head in shame.
"Gerard, I don't want to see you again. I need to speak to Mikey, tell him to come here. And you, don't speak to me again. You're never allowed to see Amy, ever."
"Wait, ever?! Maria, she's my daughter you can't do that! You can't just let me go like that, this can't be how we end"
"We ended when you left me for her. This is all your fault"
Mikey came in with two coffee's in his hands as he stopped and stared.
"Sorry guys, I could only carry two cups"
"It's ok Mikey, Gerard was just leaving. Bye Gee"
He didn't turn back, he just stormed out of the room. Fists banging off the walls as he left.
"Did I miss something?"
(So guys new chapter! Can I have some ratings please because I feel like not many people are reading this? Thanks! :3 )