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Chapter 2.
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(A/N It's not really a note, it's just something that just happened and made me laugh :') My Stepmam was driving in the car and MCR came on Radio 1, it was I'm not ok from when they played at Reading and Leeds festival last year. I screamed so loud that she nearly crashed, she asked why I screamed and I told her because I heard the beginning of I'm not ok on the radio and I like MCR a lot. Just thought I'd share with you all! Also I've just bought myself a Kat Von D book, so happy!!!!!)
(Amanda's POV).
It was time to leave and Kay was still doing her make up, god that girl took her time. I was borrowing her clothes again, I didn't want to wear my scruffy jeans and top so I had borrowed her tartan jeans and long sleeve MCR top. She told me I'd sweat to death but I don't want to show any of my body, I'm to ugly for that. I even wore my beanie and glasses to hide my face. Kay was the total opposite, she had denim shorts that complimented her long, thin legs and a vest top that was rather low. Jealousy wasn't the word, she was so pretty and thin. I wasn't fat, I was like a twig, mainly because I wouldn't eat. The scars and bruises covered my body, filling my mind with the memories of my Mother beating me. No one knew about me cutting or my Mom attacking me, not even Kay and I planned on keeping it that way.
My hair had been straightened and it was now down past my shoulders, I really need a hair cut. Kay had straightened hers too, she had quite short hair and it was electric red almost like Gerard Ways. Now that I think about it her hair is actually matching to Gerard's, she has a little obsession. I mean I love Gerard, I love them all equally but Mikey is my favourite, he's so awkward and cute, I'm far to young though, it's pretty depressing actually.
"MANDA!"
"What?"
"I said are you ready to go? You really need to stop day dreaming"
It's true, once I start thinking about MCR the rest of the world goes blank.
"Umm sure, is your Mom giving us a lift there?"
"Yeah, is your Mom picking us up?"
"Yeah she should be"
She'd probably forget about me, again.
*****
We were standing at the front of the crowd, The All-American Rejects had just been on and Tyson leaned forward and personally handed me his plectrum. It's fair to say I cried. We were currently waiting for MCR to come along while everyone was singing along to Blink 182 in the background.
Suddenly it stopped. The stage was black. One by one I could make out figures walking onto stage, the figures I believed to be Frank and Ray started to play Na Na Na while Mikey joined in and Dr Death Defying spoke. I screamed the words along with the tape until the stage broke out into music and lights.
"ARE YOU FUCKING READY?!" Gerard shouted from the stage, to which everyone replied with a scream.
"LET'S FUCKING GO!"
And then it started, everyone around me broke into song. Everywhere I turned I could hear everyone screaming the lyrics, girls mascara ran down their faces as they screamed Gerard, Ray, Frank and Mikeys name over and over again. I did join in a few times, only a few...
The night seemed to fly by with songs from all of their albums and a Frerard moment, it's fair to say I melted. I guessed they were finishing soon it had been 30 minute since they came on. It was getting really hot, I started to become lightheaded and dizzy, why was the room spinning or was that me? I needed water but I couldn't move. I started to become weak, until I fell. The darkness engulfed me. I was gone.
*****
"Shit, do you think she is ok?"
I could hear voices around me, where was I? Last thing I remember I was in the crowd and I...
Did I pass out? I didn't even get to hear the last song, I fucking hate myself. If only I didn't get beat, then I wouldn't have put on so much fucking clothing. My eyes twitched as I pulled myself up, it failed miserably as I fell to the side and off the couch. Luckily I was caught, I wrapped my arms around my saviours neck so I didn't fall. I turned and my eyes met with the most beautiful person I'd ever met. His eyes were deep, brown and I'd almost lost myself, I knew these eyes.
MIKEY WAY?!
"Woah are you ok?"
"Y-yeah I'm fine, t-thanks"
My eyes were fixed on Mikeys, he was even more perfect in person. My hands traced along his lips, I must have looked like such a freak.
"S-sorry"
"It's ok sugar"
"Umm you can put me down"
I had totally forgot I was still in Mikeys arms, it felt perfect but I knew everyone was watching.
"Oh yeah, sorry. I hope you don't mind but we sort of had to change you because the doctor said you were to hot in those clothes and that someone had to change you but you know sorry"
I don't think I've ever heard someone talk as fast as Mikey just had, it was cute. I turned around only to be met by Gerard, Frank and Ray.
"Hey! You're finally alive!" Gerard shouted from behind Rays hair. He was a little loud, my head was in excruciating pain but I had to deal with it, I was to shy to say otherwise. Instead I just nodded.
"Umm so who are you?" Ray seemed the only one who was concerned about what had happened with me and who I was.
"I am Amanda, Amanda Yendle. Sorry about the whole passing out thing, I mean it's my birthday and I didn't have any nice clothes and I was supposed to be meeting you, so I came with my friend is warm clothing and it sort of happened. Sorry. How long have I been out?"
Frank finally stepped forward, helping me out of Mikeys arms leaving him crouching.
"Hi Amanda, I'm Frank. And there's no need to apologise, you have been out at least an hour. But no one was scheduled to meet us tonight, we don't have backstage passes any more. Umm, happy birthday"
What? My Mom told me she had sorted out backstage passes. That stupid lying cow! Why would she lie to me like that?! Its my birthday! What was she going to do? Wait until I got here and leave me looking like an idiot.
"Crap, I'm sorry . My friend is probably waiting and my Mom is picking me up, I've really got to go"
I turned to Mikey as he suddenly shot up.
" I will walk you out!"
"Ok, thanks"
A security guard pulled me in front of Mikey as we made our way through the crowd, the cameras flashing. Angry fans shouting at me, what did I do? Suddenly in the crowd I spotted Kay.
"KAY! "
Her eyes lit up as I pointed the direction to go, she nodded and ran to the door. I soon ran after her embracing her into a hug at the door.
"Manda! Thank God you're ok! I thought you were... IT'S MIKEY FUCKING WAY!!!!!!"
Mikey looked quite scared as he looked to me for comfort.
"Guessing she's a fan?"
"You could say that" I couldn't help but giggle at Mikeys terrified face. She had soon calmed down and her expression soon became more serious.
"Umm Manda, your Moms not here. She rang me and she was so fucking drunk, I'm sorry. She said something else..."
"What did she say?"
"I don't want to say..."
"Kay!"
"Ok, she said she's going to beat you when you get back. I'm sorry but you're not going home"
Great, now she's telling my friend that she's going to abuse me. Why did my Dad have to leave us? This wouldn't have happened if he were here. Mikey grabbed my shoulder and turned me around.
"You are coming with us"
(Amanda's POV).
It was time to leave and Kay was still doing her make up, god that girl took her time. I was borrowing her clothes again, I didn't want to wear my scruffy jeans and top so I had borrowed her tartan jeans and long sleeve MCR top. She told me I'd sweat to death but I don't want to show any of my body, I'm to ugly for that. I even wore my beanie and glasses to hide my face. Kay was the total opposite, she had denim shorts that complimented her long, thin legs and a vest top that was rather low. Jealousy wasn't the word, she was so pretty and thin. I wasn't fat, I was like a twig, mainly because I wouldn't eat. The scars and bruises covered my body, filling my mind with the memories of my Mother beating me. No one knew about me cutting or my Mom attacking me, not even Kay and I planned on keeping it that way.
My hair had been straightened and it was now down past my shoulders, I really need a hair cut. Kay had straightened hers too, she had quite short hair and it was electric red almost like Gerard Ways. Now that I think about it her hair is actually matching to Gerard's, she has a little obsession. I mean I love Gerard, I love them all equally but Mikey is my favourite, he's so awkward and cute, I'm far to young though, it's pretty depressing actually.
"MANDA!"
"What?"
"I said are you ready to go? You really need to stop day dreaming"
It's true, once I start thinking about MCR the rest of the world goes blank.
"Umm sure, is your Mom giving us a lift there?"
"Yeah, is your Mom picking us up?"
"Yeah she should be"
She'd probably forget about me, again.
*****
We were standing at the front of the crowd, The All-American Rejects had just been on and Tyson leaned forward and personally handed me his plectrum. It's fair to say I cried. We were currently waiting for MCR to come along while everyone was singing along to Blink 182 in the background.
Suddenly it stopped. The stage was black. One by one I could make out figures walking onto stage, the figures I believed to be Frank and Ray started to play Na Na Na while Mikey joined in and Dr Death Defying spoke. I screamed the words along with the tape until the stage broke out into music and lights.
"ARE YOU FUCKING READY?!" Gerard shouted from the stage, to which everyone replied with a scream.
"LET'S FUCKING GO!"
And then it started, everyone around me broke into song. Everywhere I turned I could hear everyone screaming the lyrics, girls mascara ran down their faces as they screamed Gerard, Ray, Frank and Mikeys name over and over again. I did join in a few times, only a few...
The night seemed to fly by with songs from all of their albums and a Frerard moment, it's fair to say I melted. I guessed they were finishing soon it had been 30 minute since they came on. It was getting really hot, I started to become lightheaded and dizzy, why was the room spinning or was that me? I needed water but I couldn't move. I started to become weak, until I fell. The darkness engulfed me. I was gone.
*****
"Shit, do you think she is ok?"
I could hear voices around me, where was I? Last thing I remember I was in the crowd and I...
Did I pass out? I didn't even get to hear the last song, I fucking hate myself. If only I didn't get beat, then I wouldn't have put on so much fucking clothing. My eyes twitched as I pulled myself up, it failed miserably as I fell to the side and off the couch. Luckily I was caught, I wrapped my arms around my saviours neck so I didn't fall. I turned and my eyes met with the most beautiful person I'd ever met. His eyes were deep, brown and I'd almost lost myself, I knew these eyes.
MIKEY WAY?!
"Woah are you ok?"
"Y-yeah I'm fine, t-thanks"
My eyes were fixed on Mikeys, he was even more perfect in person. My hands traced along his lips, I must have looked like such a freak.
"S-sorry"
"It's ok sugar"
"Umm you can put me down"
I had totally forgot I was still in Mikeys arms, it felt perfect but I knew everyone was watching.
"Oh yeah, sorry. I hope you don't mind but we sort of had to change you because the doctor said you were to hot in those clothes and that someone had to change you but you know sorry"
I don't think I've ever heard someone talk as fast as Mikey just had, it was cute. I turned around only to be met by Gerard, Frank and Ray.
"Hey! You're finally alive!" Gerard shouted from behind Rays hair. He was a little loud, my head was in excruciating pain but I had to deal with it, I was to shy to say otherwise. Instead I just nodded.
"Umm so who are you?" Ray seemed the only one who was concerned about what had happened with me and who I was.
"I am Amanda, Amanda Yendle. Sorry about the whole passing out thing, I mean it's my birthday and I didn't have any nice clothes and I was supposed to be meeting you, so I came with my friend is warm clothing and it sort of happened. Sorry. How long have I been out?"
Frank finally stepped forward, helping me out of Mikeys arms leaving him crouching.
"Hi Amanda, I'm Frank. And there's no need to apologise, you have been out at least an hour. But no one was scheduled to meet us tonight, we don't have backstage passes any more. Umm, happy birthday"
What? My Mom told me she had sorted out backstage passes. That stupid lying cow! Why would she lie to me like that?! Its my birthday! What was she going to do? Wait until I got here and leave me looking like an idiot.
"Crap, I'm sorry . My friend is probably waiting and my Mom is picking me up, I've really got to go"
I turned to Mikey as he suddenly shot up.
" I will walk you out!"
"Ok, thanks"
A security guard pulled me in front of Mikey as we made our way through the crowd, the cameras flashing. Angry fans shouting at me, what did I do? Suddenly in the crowd I spotted Kay.
"KAY! "
Her eyes lit up as I pointed the direction to go, she nodded and ran to the door. I soon ran after her embracing her into a hug at the door.
"Manda! Thank God you're ok! I thought you were... IT'S MIKEY FUCKING WAY!!!!!!"
Mikey looked quite scared as he looked to me for comfort.
"Guessing she's a fan?"
"You could say that" I couldn't help but giggle at Mikeys terrified face. She had soon calmed down and her expression soon became more serious.
"Umm Manda, your Moms not here. She rang me and she was so fucking drunk, I'm sorry. She said something else..."
"What did she say?"
"I don't want to say..."
"Kay!"
"Ok, she said she's going to beat you when you get back. I'm sorry but you're not going home"
Great, now she's telling my friend that she's going to abuse me. Why did my Dad have to leave us? This wouldn't have happened if he were here. Mikey grabbed my shoulder and turned me around.
"You are coming with us"
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