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Cross My Heart
2 ReviewsThis is a MARIANAS TRENCH FIC! I put in mcr because there's no category. Josh Ramsay spent his high school career getting high. Until he found someone who he thought they cared...
[I DO NOT OWN MARIANAS TRENCH OR JOSH RAMSAY!! This is my first MT fic so be gentle.:)]
Ch 1. She's like cocaine, heroin, alcohol and Vicoden.
Josh's POV
I shakily hold the syringe in my left hand, my right arm exposing a blue vein.
I start to draw the syringe to my skin, gasping as the needle pierces my vein. I push the plunger, drawing blood that coagulates on a spoon. I feel shaky, and I look and feel like I am going to puke! There's a boy beside me, with dark brown hair, and he looks high. I'm going to get high myself, but right now, all I feel like is throwing up!
He looked at me, "Hey kid, you okay?"
I nod, feeling my stomach contents creep up my esophagus. Truth is..I feel like absolute shit I watch my blood creep back into the wound, as I eject the needle. My head is spinning, and I'm sweating so much right now. I feel my stomach churn, as the heroin takes effect. I swallow a wad of spit, willing myself to make my way to the filthy bathroom in this grimy basement. Some girl passes by, and smiles sweetly. I enter the bathroom, and retch up all of this week's food. I have vomit all over my shirt, and my black hair is sticking to my face. I hear a voice behind me.
"Is this your first time sweetie?" It says sweetly.
I nod weakly, as I feel sick once more. The voice has a body, as they hold me upright as I throw up again. I feel so fucking worthless, and wonder if its a side effect to the drug. They stroke my short, black hair, as I throw up once more. I look at my stomach contents, and spit in them, as I stand up, and make my way to the couch.
Am I just a complete washout? I think as I fall on the couch, and into a deep slumber...
* oh look! It's my first Marianas Trench fic! I love them! And I also love josh Ramsay!!*
Ch 1. She's like cocaine, heroin, alcohol and Vicoden.
Josh's POV
I shakily hold the syringe in my left hand, my right arm exposing a blue vein.
I start to draw the syringe to my skin, gasping as the needle pierces my vein. I push the plunger, drawing blood that coagulates on a spoon. I feel shaky, and I look and feel like I am going to puke! There's a boy beside me, with dark brown hair, and he looks high. I'm going to get high myself, but right now, all I feel like is throwing up!
He looked at me, "Hey kid, you okay?"
I nod, feeling my stomach contents creep up my esophagus. Truth is..I feel like absolute shit I watch my blood creep back into the wound, as I eject the needle. My head is spinning, and I'm sweating so much right now. I feel my stomach churn, as the heroin takes effect. I swallow a wad of spit, willing myself to make my way to the filthy bathroom in this grimy basement. Some girl passes by, and smiles sweetly. I enter the bathroom, and retch up all of this week's food. I have vomit all over my shirt, and my black hair is sticking to my face. I hear a voice behind me.
"Is this your first time sweetie?" It says sweetly.
I nod weakly, as I feel sick once more. The voice has a body, as they hold me upright as I throw up again. I feel so fucking worthless, and wonder if its a side effect to the drug. They stroke my short, black hair, as I throw up once more. I look at my stomach contents, and spit in them, as I stand up, and make my way to the couch.
Am I just a complete washout? I think as I fall on the couch, and into a deep slumber...
* oh look! It's my first Marianas Trench fic! I love them! And I also love josh Ramsay!!*
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