This is a MARIANAS TRENCH FIC! I put in mcr because there's no category. Josh Ramsay spent his high school career getting high. Until he found someone who he thought they cared...
Ch 1. She's like cocaine, heroin, alcohol and Vicoden.
I shakily hold the syringe in my left hand, my right arm exposing a blue vein.
I start to draw the syringe to my skin, gasping as the needle pierces my vein. I push the plunger, drawing blood that coagulates on a spoon. I feel shaky, and I look and feel like I am going to puke! There's a boy beside me, with dark brown hair, and he looks high. I'm going to get high myself, but right now, all I feel like is throwing up!
He looked at me, "Hey kid, you okay?"
I nod, feeling my stomach contents creep up my esophagus. Truth is..I feel like absolute shit I watch my blood creep back into the wound, as I eject the needle. My head is spinning, and I'm sweating so much right now. I feel my stomach churn, as the heroin takes effect. I swallow a wad of spit, willing myself to make my way to the filthy bathroom in this grimy basement. Some girl passes by, and smiles sweetly. I enter the bathroom, and retch up all of this week's food. I have vomit all over my shirt, and my black hair is sticking to my face. I hear a voice behind me.
"Is this your first time sweetie?" It says sweetly.
I nod weakly, as I feel sick once more. The voice has a body, as they hold me upright as I throw up again. I feel so fucking worthless, and wonder if its a side effect to the drug. They stroke my short, black hair, as I throw up once more. I look at my stomach contents, and spit in them, as I stand up, and make my way to the couch.
Am I just a complete washout? I think as I fall on the couch, and into a deep slumber...
* oh look! It's my first Marianas Trench fic! I love them! And I also love josh Ramsay!!*